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Monday, December 29, 2008
out of control??
as,kuliah start 5hb laa...
was FU*K!!..feels like wanna `bakar je` uitm kuantan..arghh..then,im rushing call nabil,told her about this and she replied me
no lah,2hb laa..with mdm shima
Friday, December 26, 2008
bye bye kelantan...-home sweet home-
cry??
last night, i cried...i think that was the first time i cried, after the BTN last month..why did i cry???because of HIM.he made me cried.but its not his`s fault..instead the person who caused the problem was ME..im guilty..really sorry to HIM,forgive me dear...
i love this song so much..it was so melodious till made me sleepy.damn it! im addicted now...
With my momma's mason jar
Caught a lovely butterfly
When I woke up today
And looked in on my fairy pet
She had withered all away
No more sighing in her breast
I'm sorry for what I did
I did what my body told me to
I didn't mean to do you harm
But everytime I pin down one I think I want
It slips away - the ghost slips away
Smell you on my hand for days
I can't wash away your scent
If I'm a ** then you're a **
I guess you're as real as me
Maybe I can live with that
Maybe I need fantasies
A life of chasing butterfly
I'm sorry for what I did
I did what my body told me to
I didn't mean to do you harm
But everytime I pin down one I think I want
It slips away - the ghost slips away
I told you I would return
When the robin makes his nest
But I ain't never comin' back
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
gathering...
we 'mkn2' n 'minum2'...not forgetting,laughing and story mory and also gossiping..haha.nazif also was there with his neighbour..but i didn`t see them.luckily..haha
Sunday, December 21, 2008
gL0ry gL0ry msIa...
yestersay,i watched badminton super series 2008 final match..huhu...for msia team,im so proud of u guys and congrates!!
the first winner,Chong Wei got it right with a sensational 21-8, 21-16 win over Denmark’s Peter Gade-Christensen in the final of the Super Series Masters Finals at the Likas Indoor Stadium in Kota Kinabalu yesterday....the win earned him the biggest tournament prize money of his career — US$40,000.
Malaysia’s also won the men’s and women’s doubles through Koo Kien Keat-Tan Boon Heong and Chin Eei Hui-Wong Pei Tty respectively.... and the three successes will go into the history books as the country’s best-ever achievement in a major individual championships. the duo put up a fantastic show yesterday to end the hot streak of South Koreans Lee Yong-dae-Jung Jae-sung, winning the men’s doubles final of the Super Series Masters Finals 21-18, 21-14...the efforts of koo and tan in the finals was worth US$42,000.
That was a very good achievements to msia and also to the players as well..and they took these as a christmas`s gift,hohoho..congrates again..MALAYSIA BOLEH!!..
met HIM...
we lunch at A@W..while he was eating the waffer, i was repairing his notebook...because there were some error problems occured in his notebook...so i tried to settle them...well im not so pretty expert in this matter..but bley la sket2..haha..due to i need to rush home,so we just met for about almost 2hours..and my dad called,asked me to back home...ahha
~dk kbmol.ok.~
(haha,lucu sumguh dialog,haha)
unlucky,the process of installation antivirus and ym didn`t success yet,so i need to bring home his notebook..without the charger..haha..before we go home respectively..this is the time..exchanged the 'buah tgn'..he gave me a handbag..hehe..and i gave him a pdi t-shirt..brown in color..actually the shirt came out with couple..so,one for me and one for him..hehe..so sweet! that.haha-thanks abg.actually this handbag,his mom bought in jakarta.really touched!hehe..i like it
Friday, December 19, 2008
result!!haha
the final result had just released yesterday..so...hmmm
ive checked it and got it..a dozen disappointed and regretted..frustated..hmm what else??
just got `ckup2 mkn jer`...haha. what made me very very dissatisfied and ashamed is...for islamic education,i got C+...what the hell of it???uhhh....really don`t know what ive done when im answering that paper..that was really worst..nver in my life i got that sucks grade.
but..after this holiday i`ll meet the lecturer and try to talk bout it..because i just can`t believe it.
college reading 1-->B+
college writing 1-->B
listening & speaking 1-->B
grammar 1-->B
college stdy skills-->A-
computer literacy-->A
total of credits value=62.99
total credits=20
average grade value=3.15(ckup2 mkn jer)
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
S.I.C.K??
ARGHH!!..its happend again
my sickness is back..uhh..really cant stand of it.yesterday i got an appoinment with speacialist from usm. ORL part.actually i have problem with my ears.i got that last year and till now it didn`t recover yet.so thats why i met the speacialist.but it doesn`t mean that i have sound trouble..ahhah..no lah..i still can hear sounds laa..
i do know what kind of illness that im having now..there are some liquid that flowing out from my ears..and that liquid are stickly and yellowish smelly..last night,i got fever.at that moment,i feel like im dying.its really horrible.because well,im not ready for that..im sinful!
i hope that i will recover soon.i fed up with medicines that i need to take them almost everyday.three times a day..uhhh
flowers for algernon
this kind of novel was interesting to read. i`ve finished it by last week. at first, i found that it was an ordinary novel and it bored me. but after i entered the climax, i realized that...wau,this novel was differ from other and it have some special parts that i totally sure that for those who read this will not be disappointed..haha..it worth!..ahha
is it nabil??haha...mostly in PR14!!!...lalala
The story "Flowers for Algernon", by Daniel Keyes, is about a mentally retarded person, named Charlie who had an operation to increase his intelligence, but the operation was a failure and Charlie is slow again. He wants to move now so society won’t ridicule him for being slow again. Daniel Keyes wrote this short story for good reasons.
In the short story, Charlie Gordon is a 37-year-old man with an IQ of 68 who works as a janitor at Donnegan's Plastic Box Factory. He is selected to undergo an experimental surgical technique to increase his intelligence, since a similar experiment on Algernon, a laboratory mouse, has been quite dramatically successful. The surgery is successful and Charlie's IQ triples.
Charlie falls in love with his former teacher, Miss Kinnian, but as his intelligence increases, he surpasses her intellectually and they become unable to relate to one another. Also, his new intelligence scares his co-workers at the factory; they start a petition to have him fired and when Charlie finds out about it, he quits his job. As Charlie's intelligence peaks, Algernon suddenly declines—losing his increased intelligence and dying shortly afterwards. Charlie discovers that his intelligence increase is also only temporary. Unable to do anything to prevent the change, Charlie reverts to his original mental state in a swift reversal of his original growth. He tries to return to his original life and job at the plastic box factory but cannot stand everyone feeling sorry for him so he decides to move away.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
they were gone!
my sis,bro and cousin had go back to their place..my sis has took the flight on thursday at 5pm to s.alam. my mom n i send her to airport..and this morning,turned on to my bro n his wife..they went back to puchong by car.
now,left at home are mom,dad,apih n ME!...ops not forgetting our `rakyat`..haha
Monday, December 8, 2008
eiduladha....
we took a few pictures and played some lighthearted moment. late evening, back to home and after maghrib..when to PC (dad`s village),because at night there has majlis tahlil..for my late grandpa
after that, got online..
conclusionly, my raya was just ordinary like others..huhu
Sunday, December 7, 2008
raya`s night...
compulsory event that we might held was barbeque. commonly after the qurban, we will prepare all the materials to start the barbeque.
hmm the most part that i really love is 'perut lembu'...huhu but to my mom that is the hardest part to be clean..because all the dirties in it. so it takes times to clean it and make it white and odourless. a day before raya comes,my family had went back to village. but a little bit disappointed because my cousin,seli also didn`t back to celebrate the raya..same goes to raya aidilfitri..he needs to work..pity him!haha..with juki the only one is enough to cheer us up..he kinda funny guy..
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
running of the money..
uhh.."no money no talk" : the proverb that usually use to describe when someone is running out of the money..
and i think that is suitable for me now..my condition right now..i just realized that money is such an important element in life..without it, there is no mean..i cant go out with my friends..and it is really sucks. being at home 24 hours will ruin my mood..boring!!that is the best word.
i wanted to get job in town but my mom couldn`t let it..all she knows is, asking me to read and be at home..but im not blaming her. she`s my mom..the best mother that i`ve ever have.thanks God!
lately, in my purse just have coins only..haha..(how poor me are).it was my fault..because used the money unwisely..finished my allowance,hmm all the allowance! in my banks now,islam+bsn+maybank just left only around rm20 something each..
now let me be punished-pdm muke!
insomnia turns!
so i got online and chatting till 1 or 2 am..but still didn`t sleepy..
arghh...
LCD & AIR-CONDITIONER
he put these at his office..
haha..such a funny topic..
Friday, November 28, 2008
OMG!my camera is dead...
im dead!..totally dead...my camera is damaged..it felt on the ground..when i was at jetty at langkawi..attending my BTN...waaa
i dont know what to do, so i just relax..haha...
i have asked the kedai camera in langkawi...and they said, they also didn`t know how much is needed to fix it...wah...it boosting my worriness..
i didn`t tell my dad or even anyone axcept my friends...im afraid...for sure dad will scold me for not careful...in fact,he bought me..ahhh...
Monday, November 24, 2008
btn at langkawi island
all i know is..this moment was really really sucks...
no comment
END.........
Monday, November 10, 2008
annual dinner
theme for that night was GLAMOUROUS...
i have no dress or other outfit that match with the theme,,so i just wore my sis `baju kurung`..haha. the color is purple..same goes with my friend,qila....she also choose purple color...hmm nothing special for the night except the jpk had invited member of raja lawak 2 to come and joined us..there has one slot for them to show us their performance..the rest, just ordinary dinner and we did enjoy that night..
here are some photos that we took on that night:
Saturday, November 8, 2008
MERDEKA! exam is over...
come on,cinema is waiting for us...
Saturday, November 1, 2008
at last....he responds
so i took this easy...
it just a fake...`he` is not respond pum....kuang3
Monday, October 27, 2008
like only a woman can addicted!
I wasn't perfect
I done a lot of stupid things
Still no angel
I wasn't looking for forgiveness
I wasn't laid up by my pride
Just shocked by her attention
Did someone sign me up for love?
I didn't want it
But now I can't live without it
She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can
She's kinda perfect
She's kinda everything I'm not
Yes, she's an angel
It's amazing how she's patient
Even more at times I'm not
She's my conscience
But who decided I'd be hers?
I want to hate them
Cause now I can't live without her
She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can
Like only a woman can
But who decided I'd be hers?
I want to hate them
Cause now I can't live without her
She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I'm sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can
p/s thanks man because willing to sing me this song..haha...although u forgot the lyrics n i help to continued them to u...
Saturday, October 25, 2008
sandball = snowball???
we went for jog early in the morning...we refer to me,kak roh, nazif, pokjak n aiman..we left campus at 7.15am..
it was cloudy but luckily the rain was not fall down.
we jog from campus till we reached the gelora..wau...there are many people there..well3, it was public holiday, no wonder lah..
then we got rest at seaside..we lying on the sand..rejuvenated ourselves and saw the power of God..his creation..so amazing!!
nazif,pokjak n aiman joined us..we wrote some text on the sand..like always..haha..so childish..haha..so am i..
next, here comes..the war began..we played sandball..haha...eager to play snow ball actually, but we were in msia...there is no snow lah...so we decided to play sandball je..
it was fun and amusing..haha..we laughed and attacked to each other..
after that, we did the reflexilogy..the foot exercise..the purpose is to make our blood circulation flow smoothly..its quite pain and we screamed in pain..haha..every step, we made sounds..haha,so ashamed to old folks there..they just relaxed..
on the way back to campus, we dropped at restoran at kampuang nelayan...having breakfast..aiman n pokjak had ordered roti canai for each..but the boys add on another roti canai..(xckup la ktkan)..
after that,we arrived...
Sunday, October 19, 2008
TC??
just now..me,wawa,nik went to TC..teluk cempedak..the purpose to go there is just for fun..ceyyy..
because nik told me that he was boring..so i suggest la..why dont we just go to TC and have fun..and then he said..ok..
he drove us..wau..there was an event happened..that is basketball tournement..so there were a lot of people...it was crowded..
it is windy..and the scent was so amazing..tc is such an awesome place to go..
Friday, October 17, 2008
spend with him..
i invited aiman to accompany me n qila..he accepted..so three of us went to mega that night..
i did enjoy that moment..when we walked n talked to each other...we also laughed..n it was nice..
qila had her date there,so..aiman n i went back to the campus first..before we stepped out from mega..he bought an ice-cream..mocha flavour...luckily..the rain had stopped..
after we reached at campus...he rushly joined his group..actually at that night...he got rehearsal..sketch..so he late and i didn`t know after that what happened to him..being punish or not..haha..none of my business laa...
and then..i went to relax to have my dinner..so hungry lol...joined tesl group B..ordered nasi ayam..n shared ABC with nazif,yummy!!
after finished the meal..went back to campus...well..its not 11pm..so spend time at downstairs with aiman...
we chatted..laughed..snapped pictures..and suddenly GG came interruped us with his jokes..really life...huhu..he is a funny guy..
Thursday, October 16, 2008
EXAMs!!
1st exam started with clc paper..huhu...quite satisfied..eventhough did silly mistakes on 2 questions..
ahhh...so just got 35/40...
next paper was writing...an essay about national service..hmm also ok..
malaysian studies,last night,wau..splendid..at first i thought that its gonna be difficult and i died..but..it is not..the questions well im not said simple but just ok ok la...huhu
i managed to answer la..
and then,the exam keep on continue tomorrow..grammar and listening test
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
time for back to the campus!
bye2 kelantan..welcome kuantan..haha
this such a lucky to have two places to go..
but..this will be such a havoc and taugher ones..bcoz there are many examination that are waited..
and the most vital is the final exams are just around the corner...the end of this month..ahh
im struggling now...
Thursday, October 2, 2008
open house!!!
Saturday, September 27, 2008
im back!
Saturday, September 20, 2008
crazy night???
i didn`t know what had happened to me...i just felt something that the world here is mine...im the owner...enjoy+happy...
im too young, too worry.seems like this song`s lyric.just now me, qila,wawa and atiq..or AKA=WAQA..went to petronas..to buy some oil..uhhh no lah..
just for fun.bought ice-cream.and not forgetting,the most vital things is snapping pictures.we forgot bout the assignments that makes me suck...hmmm same to them..i`ve no mood to do it.but tomorrow i`ll try to finish it..(bleh pcaya ka?)
and today also,we went for shopping at ecm..again??uhh..sorry mum,i cant stand longer with that money.but i used it wisely..lalala
ok..continue bout crazy night..it all because qila and wawa`s plan..they said that, hey..lets go to petronas. we can `maen mercun` along the road..hahaha
well the main purpose is the play the mercuns..because in the campus,we cant.
the pakgard and senior will scold us. its just for fun.instead,its weekend.why they dont understand the situation..ok,i know.maybe they cant understand youth feelings...perghh(tua sgt ke diorg).
ok fine.we found another way.we did played the mercuns.that really crazy.play in the middle of road while snapping the pictures everywhere.ohh..
apart from that, that night also,we learnt new vocabulary..hahah(vocab ke)..well,actually its vulgar words..wawa tought us..ish3...example, fuck it off, fucking u,stupid bitch,fuck ur ass...(astarufirullahalazim)...
but..take attention..its just for fun..private and confidental only
ok..continue do the assignment...i like????
Thursday, September 18, 2008
again??break the fasting outside..
today..again,i broke the fast at kfc..wah..sound luxurious rite??hahah...
well...we got allowance for rm1000...but, my mum already asked me not to use that money...instead,keep it...
"adik,u just keep it the money, use the money that i`ve send to u..but not the allowance!"
ok mum, but im not promise..haha
i went for shopping..i got crazy with shoes+clothes+accessories..VINCCI, NOSE,APPLEMINTS,NICOL,BUM..all of them are my favourite brands.
i`ve bought a new shoes from NOSE..it is black in colour..about 2.5inches..shirts for couples..one for my baby, and one for me..its looked nice. cant wait anymore to give it to him...
i have joined TESL GROUP B to eat at kfc this time..actually, im more prefer+suitable being together with them,instead with my own classmates...because i have buddies,i mean close buddies and persons that i knew them since we were in primary school..
wawa&atiq(my gang),aliff(since standard one),shazni&pokjak(since form one),naim for sure(da funniest guy),shahir(the encem guy),and others..
break the fasting with classmates!
it was public holiday..because of nuzul quran..huhu
people spend that day with reading the quran, perform the ibadat, and do some kinds of good things la...but we???...hmmm
my class rep,afix has decided to organize a break fast together with our classmates,which is TESL GROUP A..at SARA THAI..near megamall..
but not all involved in this `party`..just 13 of us out of 19..we left the campus at 5pm and walked to the megamall.we arrived there bout 15minutes later.well, its still early.
so,we did shopping.
later on, we decided to wait at restoran sara thai.we booked 14 seats and set the lauk pauk.wau,yummy...
we ordered tomyam,ayam halia paprik,telur dadar,sayur ikan kailan and not forgetting air sirap..haha
we did enjoyed, we laughed together.it seems like a big family among us.we have been closed in just one day.i felt like everybody around me,those people who i knew such for a long time.
after that,we performed solat at surau.then, continued with our next activitiy...BOWLING
well,im not saying that im pro in this..im just`biase2 aje`huhu..azami became champion on that night with 115pins.and for girls, eka..uhh little bit disappointed.
i dont know why on that night,my hand didn`t function well.or even i didn`t got any strike nor spare..uhh..how sad!
but it doesn`t matter.we finished the game at 9pm.haha..next activity,we went to ecm.again by foot.i bought some food.actually i wanted to buy big apple but it is sold out..wau,awesome..i entered NOSE,and got attracted with a shoes.after tried it and satisfied..i bought it.we went back by 10.30pm
on the way back,we stopped at a place.it is nearest to seri malaysia hotel..its just along a road.the road is quite and lack of vehicles use that road.we stopped there just to snapped photos..crazy photos..that was my idea.well,i love to snap photos..huhu
we arrived at campus near 11pm..with smiley face+exhauted...
Sunday, September 14, 2008
term paper??ahhh
i think it is 40% done..huhu...quite ok laa...
so many things i need to put it there and add some more information regarding the topic that i`ve already chosen.
survey and interview parts-ok,im done..
now, for data collection and analysis which is i need to put some graphs,charts, etc.
so,chayok as!..
why im lazy???
LAZY,LAZY,LAZY!!!!
arghh,lazy to do assignments..
my term paper is about 1% done...da rest??another 99%??
im such a laziness person..next week must be submitted...oh Dr J..
i dunt have any feeling to do it..why..why...why im like dis???why..tell me..
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
plastic/PVC/polysterene/cosmetic??
here, all the words have the same meaning actually that is pretender...haha
today,sorry to say that madam...but im just kidding..i got so excited when afiq told us that the class has been cancelled..haha...(am i a bad ??)
excited???hmm no,i mean is time of the class is not suitable because it is at 1 pm...so, you guys imagine how the condition feels..tiring,sleepy,no mood at that time..
i was shocked at first to hear the `bad` news,and i`ve showed to the class my reaction..i thought that everybody not focussed on me,but im wrong.
so,they all keep on to saying that word,plastic plastic plastic..as, u r plastic..
hahaha..im so embarassed. and then,im corrected the real situation,told them that i was worried bout madam..huhu..lalalala
our beloved and supporting madam roose was sicked,that why she cancelled the class for today.
actually,today we gonna to do speaking.a conversation between situations.
she already told us that be well prepared,because this assessment may consists of 15% if i not mistaken..but im not prepared anything. that is one of the reasons why im happy today.
to me, im not a plastic nor PVC nor polyststerence or either cosmetic..im as..huhu
Friday, September 5, 2008
1st terawih?
this weekend was really sucked...so bored..we cannot eat,just continue to sleep..till my backbone got pain. but i was grateful to God, because the weather on that day was so so nice..which is dark sky with windy air and sometimes misty rain like drizzling...i liked kind of that moment. it was so pretty romantic laa..huhu
i didn`t much did my assignments. im just playing around, watched movies and ZZzzz...
i felt that im like in heaven...so leisure without any worries..
and last night was my 1st terawih. we went to masjid negeri which is located in the middle of the main town.
i asked my friend before bout the condition there, and she said that..well it was nice..calm without any stupid sounds...stupid here means kid`s sound..hmmm what else,like screaming,playing..uhh its really annoying me..i dont like kids..
so,i might guess that wau..ok..i`ll go tomorrow.but, when i was there, i found that it was just ordinary. at first, i thought that it might provided with air-conditional..so i felt like bestnye, cool beb..pray must be khusyuk...hahah
but...im totally wrong..no aircon just fans..poor me..
but it doesn`t matter...aircon or fan..terawih still terawih..we just did it till 8rakaat and then went back to our beloved campus by bus..
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
1st day fasting???
and now, im going to make preparation to bangun sahur...wah!!
before this, my mom will get me up from bed but now, who will????myself..oh no...
i will ask my mom to miscalls me at 5am so that, i can get up to eat my sahur...
and also, i`ll lower down my activeness..such as my laughter, my movement..it is to avoid me from being very tiredness at late of evening.
dating??
i met him at berjaya megamall.at that time, i with my buddy,wawa.(backup liner).hahah
at first, i was so excited because that such a long time we are not meet each other.. so we decided to hang out all day night there..we played bowling, lunch, watching cinema..
with 101 pins and he just got 75pins..haha..amazing right??ya,quite la...he was shocked and accept the reality that i was teror than him..haha
actually, i`ve told him earlier that i was good in bowl, but he keep on not tot trust me and now u see,ali..hahah
after that, we went for lunch at kfc...wawa desperated want to eat chezzy wadges there..
i introduced ali to them and told them, this is my friend from gambang matriculation..FRIEND???....they didn`t believed me...because they thought that he was my boyfriend..and i replied NO...(lantak korg la)
near to 2.30pm, we started to walk to cinema..ali had booked three tickets for us to watch a movie.that is BABYLON..at first, i thought that it was just an ordinary story and it might be bored. so that why i was panned to sleep during the movie was playing.haha
but im totally wrong. that was a great great movie..i saw ali really focus on the story..this is because when i offered him popcorn,he rejected it.wau!!
and i also started to focus.my eyes keep on to open widely and sometimes, i turned left and looked onto wawa`s face.i knew that she was bored because she didn`t like this such kind of story.
i laughed to her and we laughed together.
the storyline was so interesting.the story is about one lady who owned magucal power. actually she is not an original human beings, instead she just a clone.
i rated this story 8/10...ok lah tue
it getting late now, around 6.30pm, we are going to back to our campus respectively.im at kuantan campus and he..gambang
so,the dating was end there. im having fun on that day..opss...correction we are having fun!yeah..
thx ali.
as&ali sneakers
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
last night??
on 31 august`s night, we together went to rilex cafe to eat..hahaha
actually our first aim is to eat nasi ayam claypot..rm4.20..(wah, mentioned the price)
here are some pics :)
zack,me,wawa,qila n atiq
that was a memorable moment that i was spend with all my beloved friends..