i cried??

i cried and cried...in the toilet after presented the story telling. im so so so `lucky` because be the second person that will present.oh,lucky i am..(poyo jerr). actually im depressed due to that number..well,im not saying that im not well prepared.im memorize the story telling and prepared for it.but not to be the first or second person.instead im the first girl who be the story teller..im so so nervous..god,damn it!!!arghh,that why after that,i went to the toilet and ....

eventhough i succeed in the story telling which means i memorizes the whole story but im still not satisfied with my performance.i think that i could done better than that.if i were at number 5,6,7...

but,past is past right..so,i just accept it and well, now im not depressed more..the sucks thing that worry me now is,my pimple..near my nose,it really sucks and embarassing me.(stupid laa)..til at the moment i felt ashamed to go out with my friends..argh!!damn damn.