unstabalize hormone

what im going to write? its been quite a long time, i'm not posted here. no mood to write~+ being lazy..and that was compulsory beb.haha..at this moment, my hormone is not stable at all..i don't know why and all i know its relating to someone..someone that i know for ages..(4 years kowt)..haha~so bombastic..it is good sometimes to make story more interesting..huhu. back to story, for couple of days ago, i felt something was happened to me..i couldn't deny that if it is love..but if it yes, i would still deny it..love is such nothing to me.i don't believe it either. oh please!

new moon maniac

goin' crazy...arghh

big day...

today will be a reunion of 6 jahanam..(my gang)..what a unique name rite?haha
time: 12 noon
place: kbmall..
theme: red+black
people: only 5 are in bcoz at this time, ida is still in her finals.

1 month!

what??..its holiday.....
me, officially here wishing to all my friends
happy holiday and have fun ya!
remember me in ur days k..haha(nk jgk)
and im gonna miss u guys..:)

examination's week as!!!

no more facebooking...sorry, i just can't...

but try to limit it, yes!

ok it seems now, there's been an addicted environment among ipgmksm' students...haha..addicted to facebook..some of them were newcomer and some were former users.uhh

2 more papers to go. ks 1 n ks 2..and i am not finish study yet..for history subject, it makes me feel fed up when i opened the book and scrutinized it. a few minutes later, for sure i'll be on my bed..zzzzzz...but for geo paper, i love it..it is my favourite subject since in lower secondary school.huhu..one of the reason was, because the teacher that taught me geo was a handsome and lanky man-(cg.rusli..maherians dont be jelous k)..

to be honest, my previous papers..were english and malay languange. i think that i am not doing my best on both papers. yes, i'm not!..the 1st papaer was english. i admitted that i studied so hard on this but unlucky, on essay part..i didn't performed my best. i stucked!.it took so many time to finish it. whereas i only have about half an hour. as a result, i overtimed it. very disappointed on myself. i called my mom and cried..shame on me~ next was malay languange. on this subject, we did study group a night before the exam. but yet, i still couldn't do my best. it was because the questions that came out was different from what i am studied. ok. i studied about vocal, instead the consonan came out..sh*t...

so for this upcoming papers...i am not aspecting nothing..i just answer the questions and hope that it will be on my side..god the almighty

respect

respect..what a very good value to be inculcate in ourselves. we commonly heard that younger respect oldest..that sounds cliche right..why can oldest respect younger as well?..n consequently we do respect each other then. one reason that i found is, egoistic. then 'she' is an egoistic person. enough with her personality,i totally being cheated.

justice

in this life, justice is just a word..those who are rich, famous will win the justice..whereas those who are poor, will lose it. so where is the justice? thats not what we call justice then.err what im talking about actually..haha.
everybody seems hate me.one answer.LIKE I CARE!...simple
we are living in this world, we have right to hate someone that we dislike. and we have right to like someone that we love..euuu,haha. same goes to me. i have people that i dislike n like..everyone has..right? but it doesn't matter..we can't get angry owing to that. just let them. we are we..i am i. just be ourselves. no need to be hypocrite. n for things i did wrong, i ask humbly forgiveness from u. n for things u did wrong, no need to say sorry..because i already forgive u...

p/s this is a general post..not specific one. so its open. no names involved.

pissed-off

sir yahya, we were so sorry because disappointed u...we promise we'll never do it again..

3-in-1

23 october 2009..i got three birthdays..mom, zahraa n abg akimullah..this is a gift to zahraa..
to my mom, later on i'll put the pic k..because all pics are in my mom's phone..so i haven't bluetooth them yet.to abg akimullah lak, just wishes from us via sms...and through abg wan nor lai's phone num..because i dont have his num lol...

become mama?

adopting edward...
IT is so small..can be put on my palmedward n bella~

pillow talk

time: 12.30am to 2.30am...
venue: 102-C
specific location: blue love bed and pink spiral bed
people: as & zahraa
topic: #*$@%

me, u, we, us...

due to your decision that i waited for bout 2 days...i need to delete my previous post...hehe..and thanks buddy..welcome back!

why are u so obsessed with me??

i don't have any feeling...yes, i am weird..

i supposed...

dear zumiela7,
i supposed to accept the fact that ur leaving us.
i supposed to support u in whatever ur decision is.
i supposed to happy with u.
i supposed to smile and say congrats to u.
i supposed to b by ur side and share the happiest moment in ur life.
i supposed to think positive although i don't know what might come in future..ops..we even don't know it.
i supposed to be proud of u because have got the offered.
i supposed to snap lots of pictures with u because ur gonna leave soon..
i supposed to force u to treat me nasi ayam dpn maktab tu..
i supposed to ask u to sing for me..lagu ct-mlwan ksepian.
i supposed to lepak with u at keluang beach. and lastly
i supposed to kill u...hua3

BFF

how could you have done things things and live with no regret?
how could you not remember what you said, how could you forget?
how could you say you'd do it, and then never really follow through
but really, i just have one question to ask ... i just want to know, how could you??
is friendship fragile? it’s a really difficult question, please, try to think it over...any ideas?...On the one hand we should reply NO!!!...friendship is bond for life...we have friends all over the world...all of them are busy...as we are...married...as most of us are...but we still have strong friendship for life...just not see or talk to each other each day...there are lots of mobile society these days, so we can be together in many many different ways..(this is the true as's thinking, sorry guys-negative me is just a fake)

a story of a shame

first shame was...bout my car..when i drove to kuala besut with buddies. out of sudden, it got a 'serious' prob..i tried to start the engine several times but failed to-do-so. three of us didn't know what to do..the watch shown at 7.05pm..agaga...
what -to-do??pe ag, terus call my saviour, amri..told him what happened and asked the solution for that stupid* prob..unlucky he didn't know neither then passed the phone to dayat...
he said maybe because of battery..the battery was empty or weak, sort of that..
so...how are we going back???sya seemed panic and xsenang duduk...while zahraa eaten keropok udang...haha. both of the guy were coming and try to get us as fast as they could..to save us..wah..
after 20minutes, they arrived. and dayat tried to adjust the wateva..dunno larh..then automatically, in a blink of an eye...the engine was started..yippie..
second shame was during on our way to back home..sempena deepavali's holiday..i dropped at caltex to isi minyak ler...but hehe..couldn't manage to open the cap and yet to isi the minyak la..then asked the pakcik nearby to help..double shame on me...buek probih boreh joh..kuang3

great job...

well done..we did it!..it was an awesome performance.(ye kerr)

a moment to remember

a moment to remember to him..and yet all of us.huhu

a surprise birthday party to anwar kamarudin. my classmate.
11/10/09-anwar, from 17 to 18...just one thing we want from u..plz plz plz be more matured(sesaje je, no words to say)
venue: cafe kaklong
time: 10.30pm
people: ks sem 1...
thanks guys coz willing to spend time together. and the reward is what else..eat eat eat lah.like zumiela did..3 pieces of cake.(well done).haha
the mastermind to this big plan is ** (secret recipe). and actually the plan goes like this. when i scrutinized the name list of ks.i saw the upcoming besday through their ic's. then 11/10/91 which is anwar..damn!(ops)..haha.so when sha n i on our way to back to campus(by car), we had a plan.we discussing bout the flow and messaging with others.and lastly, great..just waiting for the time and HIM.after maghrib, me n zahraa went to bakery and bought a cake and stuffs.around 10 c'clock, we, girls prepared for the party but at the same time, we kept the surprise and acted like usual. COOL beb. he didn't expect anything unless just for lepak2 or powwow..then jeng3
SURPRISE!!! happy birthday to u...bla3...the most vital for this besday party was prank time!
here we go:nuar makes wish-plz let me fall in luv.hahabug amongs flowers

we girls
in the end of this party, nuar came out and gave his special speech dedicated to all ks sem 1...xley blaa...end~

politic.grr

im too young to think bout politic
politic is not my interest
but in social study, i need to learn it and know everything bout it.
why why why???
actually consequence to this..i just wanna tell that ive done coursework for science politic..agaga

choir ipgmksm

10 year of ipgm ksm
we, ppismp ks sem 1 are IN...