class open or open class...raya celebration is better.

various kind of cakes

banana sponsored by shasha

miss busy..(muke ketat gler. adik2 ni mls tol, tgk kak as gak y kene wak)..uish

puding roti by kak moon

our gorgeous model, shasha...showing her overload mee curry

sate malaysia..import from pc

juadah raya, sekut2

cheese cake by kak moon

 with KU..pepelicious :)

new interest

skype mania

do add me on

fullname: noorasmad

@

skype name: missaseric

@

email: as_psycho90@yahoo.com.my

p/s either one laaa...

good girl dont cry

some one said that i looked different

some one said that i became quite

some one said that i have changed

some one said that i am snobbish

what say u?

ridiculous

oh september ended...

hello october..

new life...

he had turned me...

introducing i am Vampire Miss Aseric (haha, extremely addicted by True Blood)

p/s gimme O Negative bud :)

V vs M

last night

ive been bitten..........oh no..what i am suppose to do..please please help me guys

yes i do like being bitten.. 

but by V...especially by V.E.N

 

not M...damn it..

sucked! 0-0

stop breathe

do vampires really exist??

wishing that they are...

because i found that they are totally fascinating, mesmerizing and alluring with their appearance. ngeh3. no offense~lalala

no need to mention his name right coz everyone know him. the first movie of vampire that i had watched. fall in love with him for awhile je

oh Stephen Salvatore from vampire diaries. but i am not into him. haha. muke tlampau suci r.

oh yes, i do love him. Demon Salvatore. i like his attitudes, so noty2 gtu.

they both are brothers in vampire diaries. Demon is the eldest. he is really a 'good' bro to Stephen. which is the most handsome? (Demon of coz)

this is William Bill Compton from True Blood. hmmm looks like he's old right. but nevermind. as long as he's so romantic with his voice and caring.

well. introduce to u ols, my love. haha. Eric Northman. love his name. and everything bout him. tall, tough, eyes, cleft chin etc...haha

oh gosh. he drives me crazy...@_@ 

will i meet him? (nk yg laki jek,pmpuan xmo)..toing2 :P

little star

ok. all right. this morning, i just knew that he is the regular reader of my blog. i swear to god before this, i didn't know every single of it. someone told me that, he is reading mine since last year. OMG...here, yup maybe he would read this. or wouldn't. like i care..

as a confession page:

because of my writing, ive hurt u. extremely i did. i tore ur feeling into pieces of shit. burned up ur heart till ashes. made u feel very very terasa hati, kecik hati, makan hati..etc..all sorts of that.

i am officially declared here, i would like to apologise for my wrong...
end~

Do YOU think it is wrong to ask "WHY is everything happen the way that it is"? as for me if i never asked that question, i never would have REALIZED that GOD is the answer. so do YOU think this is wrong? if so then WHY?

okay so, i $#@&* up with him. i messed up everything, my friendship with him, all because i felt like im stronger. koya jerk.  i lost the craziest of my life because i was selling the fish aka selfish. i thought in the moment and wanted happiness and freedom. when deep down inside, i honestly do want these and be like usual. like we always be. lepak2 and talk vulgarly, no offense. i don't know what to do now, i mean i really want everything to become normal but i messed them up. poor me. i honestly do not think i deserve this chance to be with him again and the rest of us. our geng. i am doing all that i can to act cool and ignore all the pass but i don't think its working. i don't think im worth that one more chance...and that upsets me. i love our friendship to death and i never thought i would end up in a sad ending here. but now that i have, it really hits me, that i wanted this friendship last forever. remember BFF.  people say to learn from my mistakes but i want to make this one better. i feel so bad that i put him through what i have ( which is a lot). i asked his help for so many times till terhutang budi daa. but how do i fix this? i need advice, im absolutely lost and trying my best to repair my friendship. somehow, the more i try to correct thing, the more things just get screwed up even more or don’t change at all! i cant go on like this anymore. it seems from morning to night im super down and just cant get it to go away! i guess i just need to confront and talk to him! but im scare lol.

p/s i really hope, tht was not the last message i got from him.

wake me up when september ends

two seconds ago, ive read aini's blog. her new post reminds me that time flies so fast. till i couldn't realize how fast it passed. every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every month, every year...no no no..years not included here. all i know is HE IS GONNA LEAVE. well i am not think about me.i mean is he will leaving soon. go somewhere far away. living in new place, new life. back to aini..she is sobbing because her boyfriend gonna leave her in less than two months. but aini, what i wanna say here is. plz do wake up, u are not the only who suppose to be sad. u better not girl, u are still got friends surround u. yup, i know that we cannot replace his place. but at least plz give us the chance to cheer u up like him do. one important thing, at least u know that sooner or later u and him could be together. u both are couple. no need to be gloomed. i would like to thx u because remind me of this. i believe that with your love, u both would end up in happy ending. but me and him, it wont be. wont. 

breakwater

currently at see sea shoppers aka cyber cafe lol..printing emosi n math assignments...actually i just came back from kajian luar which were at pantai sabak n pantai cinta berahi..eh2, opsss...cahaya bulan lol..pics update later k..not transferring yet. haha

yesterday. when to fara's house. got open house..yup2, mkn!!! i like..

trio-groupmates

open house. pix taken by bibik jie. haha

i dont have facebook

well i tell u olls bout life without fb acc (facebook account)

first and foremost is, u are out-to-date..yes, its true. ive been in kind of situation..because of my fb has been deactivated for almost 2 months if i not mistaken, all the hot news, gossips, birthday alerts, invitation to open houses, etc..i missed them all. and depends on my friends who has willing to be my storyteller and delivered them all. then i know "laaa, yeke", "hah bilo ag neh", "xdop oyk pum ktku"..these all sorts of saying have been speak up by me. short answer, sorry, i dont have fb any more lol. dont blame me.kah3. so it clearly shows that how useful the fb is. but if we look from other side. it just nothing. fb just nothing, heyy i can life without fb ape..why not u? why need to facebooking 24 hours for the whole day? every second, every time u getting on9..sometimes i feel weird and pissed-off when someone is talking in front, we, the audience are not paying every single attention to him/her..in lecture hall mostly. i observed from back, students who sat in front, they were facebooked. but the lecturer was bla bla bla. so what was the point being there. baek ponteng jek...ops. uhhh, add-on 2 more assignments PNB & GEO!

mode: more bz lol. n sorry if xbrape terlayan msj tu..kui3 terbz la plk

ya'all

ive been quiet here because im busy doing works elsewhere. and because i have absolutely no idea what to write, here. comforting to know, no?

just came back from clinic..sending adam. he got fever..(ngengade)..but nevermind, at least ive got reward..yeay. drive-thru kfc..

snack plate so, air mountain dew k

meleleh air liur korg kn..eh xngaku lak..tu bejebok dh tu.lap la wey

deep inside, im poor

from abah

also from abah (dis phone is sicking right now, do pray for it ya)

from ma. she bought 3 bijik same model for herself, her hubby(abah aku la tu)and me-actually mine is blue in colour

from abe jue (tepon chino 2 sim)-is using now

from apih (mine is black)

latest one, also from apih (black is sexy)..klu la pink, mest lawa gilo..anyway, thankful je nseb bek org bg kn..p/s dlah ade merah, zaim ade oren and aku ade itam...pink sape la dpt agknye..huhu

the most precious harta-from abah

 

 

 

from abah as well-no more P k..ahakx

from abah too (pewnat da ni duk from abah 2x)

well, hey noorasmad!!!..those all stuffs are from someone, where is original from you???
**********

NO MONEY NO TALK maaaa (dgn muke ngengade gler)

don't leave me

i know that im not the most perfect person

as u want me to be

but, ive tried

this all happened not because of me

it was not my fault

obviously

im just a victim here-

 

please back to normal. i need u for this raya lol!! if not, no raya pics sob3..

i..i...i......errr

ok today is sucks..totally!!! woke up from bed around 11am. looked at my phone, 3 messages received..those were from fezal, zaim and boo. read all of them (muke mamai ag). then dup dap dup dap..one of them was %$@(#..what?? seriously i seemed speechless and trembling. again. scroll up and read it several. ohh ok.

what are u doin'?

is doing economic' assignment 

wink**

p/s now, at this moment

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along

OOOOO

And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along

OOOO

And theres a couple word I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

p/s yup, ive got ur email. thx alot. u must be strong. i know how it feels when someone we loved suddenly left us. thats what we call the cycle of life. life and death are destined. no one can change it. i hope u and ur family are in a gud health..may God bless u all.salam takziah.

jab.we.met

we met for the last

i gave him something

he gave me nothing

but the treasure is there

your sweet smile is enough for me

happy holiday yg..

selamat hari raya aidilfitri

maaf zahir n batin

p/s i know that ive hurt u in so many ways

all i can say is soorryy!

rest-up

Tell him that I hate him
Tell him that I love someone new
Tell him that I don't need him anymore
Tell him that he is nothing for me
But please....
Don't tell him that I cried when I said all that...

when the eyes met...

yesterday, i went home by motorcycle. five of us with 3 motorcycle. i was alone. fara and syakir got their teman. haha. how about my mr ken? whos gonna drive it home? i have asked mr zaiful ikhwan to drive it and he said " beres". so i have no worries la. we departed at 4pm. but i tried to call zaiful neither texted him. but to no avail. i was sure pnyer, mesti tdo!!.uhh instead of trying to wake him up, baek aku btolak dlu. so we just let him aside and continue our journey. along the road, my mind was no peace. keep thinking about my car. not him k!..(geram pum ade)..uh..how can i reach him? suddenly zasss... ha ayie. ok.try to text ayie and asked him to go to zaiful's room. didn't reply till called him. laa tdo upenye. urghh..5 minutes to reach home, zaiful texted " sorry, as. ttdo rr". sokay la. just drive my car as soon as possible. but later on, i think back if anything could happen uhh..."bw slow2 je la..be careful"..i just love my car ok. if something happen, sure i am dead. my dad would turn to a tiger.kah3. i was expecting question from my parents. then..dinggg..

adik, mano keto?

on the way..

inside, i just monologue with myself, zaiful please hurry. its getting dark now. almost 7pm. a few minutes later, my phone rang. "as, boo duk cabang 4 da ni". quickly, wore tudung and waited him. at that moment, my dad is going to mosque. he always break the fast there. then zaiful arrived.

******************************************************************

at last, they met. 

the end

opss not yet. rushing send him home

kkbi EQ - 70%

kkbi PP - 50%

kkp MT - 30%

kkp ELA - 80%

kkbi BMA - 70%

kkp ELP - 0%

kkbi EKO - coming soon

where am i?

the time shows 2.24am. im still struggling finish up the kkbi for EQ. right now, ive done all questions except for ques c. need some fresh air to breath..open my window..opsss hell no! (penakot).

1 2 3 4

ohh today, i went home around 7.45 pm..im never late before. because usually, on thursday, right after class..zasss mesti lesap pnyerrr..err sometimes even the lecturer didn't go out yet..when he was signing for register, i'll go to him and say...thank you sir, have a good day! ;) today, me together with 3 more friends went to jerteh..(jerteh je pom) yer r..invite to shop at kb xnk..but never mind. haha..just drove there and bought a few stuffs for raya lol..but still cannot lawan with shopping at kbmall rr..and sorry to him because i have to cancel the plan for last minute. even die terasa pom. what can i do? ala..still got times kn..its just 9th in Ramadhan. 21 more days to go. rushing back with aini by my mr Ken WHX 1949 (ye ker??) speeding up till reaching 12o km/h..hoping that i can arrive home before berbuke..but hampeh..just drive-thru kfc snack plate with a glass of mountain dew..

life brief candle

currently at aini's room..haha..just hiding myself here without any distractions..need some privacy guys. (ye la tu, kabaha ponteng teraweh!!!).

*******************************************

today, i couldn't keep my eyes away. staring u in front of me. with your strength, coolest style with innocent face. i know you are not like what people say, u have ability to speak just because you are too shy to show-0ff. why need to hide yours? rugi rr

watching every step of your mouth reading the poem. even though not with enough feeling, but one thing. i love that. if u can hear me..but its all ridiculous because from now on, we are far away. maybe you are not interested to be friend with me anymore. after the incident took place. well, i dont mind. as long as i know you n you know me. 

LIFE TO ME by e**

Life is every where
It is in you now and forever it shall stay
Life is the wind blowing sideways
Life is the winter and the summer
I am Life You are Life We are Life
I love Life and Life loves me
Life and I play beneath the midnight sun
Life and I play beneath the morning moon
Life brings me soup when I am ill
Life kisses me good night and greets me with a smile
Life is sad and it is lonely
Life is evil and Life is blunt
Life is a true friend and never lies
I am Life You are Life We are Life

praise to God

ive done performed my 1st teraweh prayer for this Ramadhan

teenage major prob

actually, i dont have something vital to be shared here..all i have..the feeling..the feeling of jealousy..haha..when i read aini's blog...i got envy to her..because she has so many things/stories to post..but me.none.haha..(da ko mls,as!) hmmm..maybe its true..so i just wrote something je la k..topic??hah..LOVE...consequences from her topic...everyone has different perspective when talk about LOVE..some says its amazing, some says its like in heaven, some says its hurt, some says its rubbish..what i say?? LOVE IS SUCKS!..opsss, mind here its just my own view k. if u say NO..then go ahead..who cares?haha

honestly speaking, at this moment, i have no LOVE..enough to say that the feeling of syg tu ade laa..but when it comes to LOVE or "cinta"..i would say..not right now..eee yucks.(koya)..haha..when i heard bout my friends being involved in this matter..and listen up to their problems regarding love..uhhh..what i can say is..think before act..one more things, the issue of being couple or not..hmm..i think that couple doesn't guarantee that the person is gonna be our husband..let say if i were couple with edward cullen, well 100% guarantee that he would not be my hubby...its ridiculous as!...mere example. sorry.

what about single?? wahhh, i like this..being single its like we live in our own world..well its not means that we just care for ourselves..what im trying to say here is..we just be we...no need to be hypocrite..act different when stand in front of people..i hate that! why need to be like that? can we just be normal in any kind of situation.@#$%^&..i would say that single=freedom.

*mood*

----> busying with course works

am i look chubby?

am i look sexy?

waaaa...

someone dedicated a song to me

last night, before i slept someone had dedicated such a beautiful song to me. i was totally melting after listen to that song. what a lovely song! to my readers, please click above and feel the lyric in your soul. how deep the meanings are. i really love it :)

thanks sarah!

Anda mesti beri pujian pada pemberi award ini

sarah, you are different now. kurus sket.

Sila beri award ini kepada 10 blogger yang lain 

1. ayie da chosen one
2. zahar da emo boi
3. muni kak moon
4. zaim da mendada one
5. aini da funny gal
6. nabil miss u damn much
7. hafiz 2nd dan black belt
8. nana so long not heard bout u lol
9. jelon same with above
10. alif heyy update yours

Anda mesti memberitahu kepada 10 blogger ini

let them know by themselves..nk tau alert ke x

Bagaimana anda boleh digelar blog yang best dan hebat?

ala she just put my name in the list..lol~reality, mine just simple one, not best nor superb!

waiting for the chance

when its gonna stop...

please do-not-read

i hate when someone disturbed my nights. i need to have enough sleep that is 6-8 hours perhaps..the more the better (byk la ko,as!). but someone called me and talked nonsense or something that i did not bother at all or something stupid matter and it wont give meaning to my life ever. I HATE THAT. lately, ive been in an omen situation. sort of it. mind u'ols or u all..(ngengade)..trouble is not my friend. no matter where u go, it follows u up. u cant run from 'em. i know that i shouldn`t really post bout this here. but LIKE I CARE. it is my right and yup obviously my blog. MINE. so i dont care bout people talking back bout me but please and please do not judge me if u were not know me better. i am seriously into this. (pnjgnye mukaddimah,aish)

ok. let us cut-it-off. this week was the toughest week i had for this sem. i hope. these kind of troublemaker were buat perangai lg..uhh, kids!. actually, i want to stay away from this prob. but u know la, i am very concern person when it comes to these matter. my friends, my classmates, my lecturers and me myself. my limit of patience had ended here. enough ok!..i was very fed-up with u both and begging u please not create any troubles anymore. (mcm la dorg bace,haha). plus i feel that im the oldest in the class and i'll take responsible for sake of us. opss, 2-nd oldest laa..cekmus first..haha. 

all lies that u told all sweet talks that u coax were not powered anymore. all i can say is u such a coward boy. huhu. why not face-to-face with me? why need to involve someone else? why ask someone to call me? why 'mengadu' to your sister and ordered me go to her room at NIGHT? and why u lied to her? poor her, she's a nice girl. talked bout issue in fb. yes, i admit it i used that vulgar words. but remember that. whos started first. if u say me, ohhh fuck off u. is u the one that bring up the issue by saying that 'mulut bdak prmpuan mcm babi'..something like that,couldn't remember lol~ i just realized that if we translate those words in bi, it would be, girl's mouth is like pig - wau thats SIMILE! because the word 'like' there..(praktik literature mdm mariah) haha..sewel la mek as. one thing to be shared. without knowing the truth, people out there might be lied by u. thats why when to identify something blurred, we need to hear both sides. dont judge a book by its cover. because if the cover is beautiful or very attractive, doesn't guarantee that the content will be superb too..ok my dear. we all hoping that u both or u the one will be like before. u know, a good friend. we are a family dont u remember, when we gathered altogether - laugh,eat,hang out..oh i missed 'em all. sobbing...

I MISS YOU..

REALLY MISS..

REALLY MEAN IT..

AND WILL BE MISSING YOU MORE

boring, hungry and waiting in anticipation

my love to u is never shattered

i hopefully pray so that

u and i will never be separated 

until fate comes in.

a day without u-

is like the earth without the sun

my love to u

will never dry

if it dries 

than the oceans, seas and rivers will be dry too

there is no alternative

u are the one and only-

thank u for making me a responsible person

i promise u

i will be a mature person and very thoughtful to-

others and surroundings

i love u mom...

i can't find it anymore

Black symbolize my life before

As I was left alone in the rain

With a black rose from which I came

Lying cold with the munificent claim

With pain of which I gain.

Dark was my world

I beg that you left me alone,

With my pain, I’m not insane

Sunlight please touch me

So I can crawl from the brawl.

Then a sip of light passes through the wall

When I thought, I would surely fall

That I could not understand at all

But I hang to the impenetrable wall

That’s when the wall cracked and fall.

Now I hang to the White light

That shows me to the right flight

Even it glows in the dark of night

That’s when I knew that I now right.

starting the August with sorrow devilish condition

feeling the pain inside while outside looks like a dead body

only me knows how does it feels...

when it comes

talk less, action less, eat less

breath more

seems im in my own world, with nobody surroundings

wishing my mom is by my side 

every second

every minute

every day

whole day

im dying silently...

i am a rock

A winter's day
In a deep and dark December;
I am alone,
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.
I am a rock,
I am an island.


I've built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.
It's laughter and it's loving I disdain.
I am a rock,
I am an island.


Don't talk of love,
But I've heard the words before;
It's sleeping in my memory.
I won't disturb the slumber of feelings that have died.
If I never loved I never would have cried.
I am a rock,
I am an island.


I have my books
And my poetry to protect me;
I am shielded in my armor,
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb.
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock,
I am an island.


And a rock feels no pain;
And an island never cries.

pictures perfect memories

i've been living my alone trying to get you out of my life rather that asking people to help me out but after all this time i can't help myself but miss you. you're once a dream that came true an illusion that turned to reality but suddenly, things turned differently the way they used to be until such time i have no choice but to let you go. you're the reason for my sleepless nights coz you keep stayin' on my mind plus talking to you on the phone every single nights sometimes. till i willing to put my ignorance towards my own roommate. disturbing her sleeps. i can't help myself from crying coz i'm missing you so much........

all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart, all the memories are still preserve in my mind. i miss you so much coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still syg you like before. my life will never be the same again now that you're gone. i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever unless a guy like you will bloom into my life again. but we both knew that it wont never happen...i thought this was a letter i would never have to write, i hoped my tongue was something i could bite. i've realized its just something i cannot do,

Here are my feelings, just a few.

first, i'm still so syg with you, after all this time, you told me the same, then it happened, what a crime. time has passed, everyday you're on my mind, our loves are shaky, what an omen. i do not know what to do. my mind is blank..it gives me pressure. i can't do this special friendship thing anymore, so off i go. the pain of going to lose you is still fresh in my brain, even after almost 2 weeks, everyday my heart feels the pain. will we ever be together again, i say as i sob and mope as each day passes, i lose a little more hope. i'll always syg you. plz hold these words true. don't hate me for this, this is what pain is making me do. my heart is broken in so many a part. so do you. do i still have a place in your heart?......to be your best cool buddy :)

after an omen freaky moment...

ive realized that

we live in this world just temporary

die for sure one day~

LIFE means DEATH.

gloomy day in the mktb

three results in just one day!!!

exam result

muet result

fifa world cup result for semi-final

equal to:

mode is away~

see you again...

deactivated my fb accounts

so long friends...

muachx  0:0

3rd quarter of foundation

hohoho

new semester

same place

same friends

same room

same roommate

same die 

(nope, da botakk daa)

:P

sauran aka eye of the world

                                                            when talks about world cup

the first thing crosses my mind is

who's gonna be the champion ???

ok, let us leave the question marks there.and focus to the superstar that will shine with his actions, skills and goals. ..jeng3

top scorer for previous world cup

MIROSLAV KLOSE

 GERMANY

NO.11

 1ST JERSY2ND JERSY

p/s: i have both jersy :P