debate again

now..currently at kolej mawar in uitm s.alam..for international novice debate from 18-21 february 2010 :)

20th..??

19 going 20...what a big deal???the number itself..2 is bigger than 1=2 is older than 1..haha..is it 2 is better than 1?...doesnt relate anything..hahah...
celebrated my birthday at pizza with close friends..thx guys..

jubilant!

friday morning-spent time with him, went to pantai air tawar with buddies requested by a bad taster..haha..then went to pasar pagi kuala besut. bought some food..hehhe..eat eat and eat. there, we were being shocked seeing those seniors and fellow friend.kantoi lak..huhu.after that, went back to the beach while waiting for jie and dayat..what have they bought laa..taking so much time..till we were nothing else to say.just kept silence. we talked about each other and he did 'story me' about ghost!!!errrr....not afraid at all because its a day..:P..then he asked me to snap pic together.but i refused..sorry dear..hehe..im not ready yet..but later on, we will..huhu..bla3..went back to campus just two of us..fuhhh being relieved because had passed the guard safely..no offense~
night-sent him and his roommate to bus station..they were going back to their hometown respectively.sob3...before that, we took dinner together..opss me n jie was drinking jee..jie was waiting for her 'petunjuk'..:P...that day was really a big day to me..and hope he feels so.eating meegi at roomservice!.slept at nearly 1 am..zzzz..

she is too much....

' she is too much because she blamed us about the tragedy '
murid2...this is one of the example of adverb clause..hahah..

big question now, am i???
ala..its just a little la..i am still have kindness...ceyy...if i were too much, i wont do that...but more than that..huhu. sounds eerie jekk..

friends...

were they qualified be called as FRIEND?...yes, maybe but not as bestfriend or real friend~giggle myself..hahah

'laughing friends are everywhere but crying friends are hard to find'. this Malay proverb holds very true in reality. i just realized that after the incident happened. they are like the startling starts that decorate the blue gigantic sky. they sparkle in the dark and light us up during darkness. chewah, wallawehh. friends can bring cheer and happiness to no bound. nevertheless friends can hurt and destroy your feeling and emotion. they endless bring tears to you. so choosing friends are meticulous and time consuming. never be miscalculated by the 'outer' attitude. know your friends in and out in other words know the color of the dress they are wearing not forgetting also to know the real shape of their heart!!!
this intro taken from my essay entitled FRIENDS

when talk about money

MONEY IS A SYMBOL OF EVIL...what is the linkage of that quote??

my saving will be spent on that 'incident'..
f**k it off~

too kind is not good

why all those thing happened to me?..am i being sooo soo nice to them?
jiwa kacau~

crazy packed

monday-class till night...the most hectic and tiring day ever..

hiking at bukit keluang

seeepy day out

what have i done

this is not the song of linkin park k..it is the title for my post

i sang a song to u

even we are just friend..not more than that...but the only thing that i know is..i love him..i like him..kindness, funniest, slamberness (ade ke)..haha..seeing his face make me calm and laugh..when he called me, i would laugh non-stopped.sorry yang..huhu...he such a funny guy..but i know that, we are not gonna be more than friendship..we are comfortable enough with that relationship so far. when he asked me..
do u want me?
that moment i felt like my heart gonna go out from its location and drop down.haha..kesok la ore pggil..
i replied: yes i do..but sorry i cant go further..and he understood me.
so now, we just declared as TEMAN TAPI MESRA..huhu..he act just like 'abg'..and i am not deny that i have heart feeling to him..cuma..not as couple..
my mom told me earlier that, searching for soulmate..remember these criteria
same negeri..which is kelantan..doesn't have lots siblings and if he is the youngest, is better laa. rich/poor doesn't matter..and the most vital is..beriman..ceyy...checking how many times he khatam quran..huhu..
and today, in class..i decided to sing a song to him..chorus part only..during my acting in bm class..
aku cinta kpdmu..syg kamuuuuuu!

seepy goo!

presenting my new gang...craziest funniest ever

weekend again

when weekend come, i will cheer...why? because i know that we will meet again..hahha

pissed-off

sucked!

gay

we were so gay...

i just realise...sorry

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you do
And words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And I am left with nothing

So maybe its true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

Then maybe its true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one
(oh yeah)
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And i thought hey

Maybe it's true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
That I cant live without you
Cause maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I've figured out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one.

second week of Jan

lets recalled ...

btw...wanna wish a happy birthday to my friend,ali..now stdying in ukm bangi..huhu....

talk about love

praise to God..now we have much time together..maybe once or twice a week, we meet..huhu...until on march i think..because his practical will end on march..compared to previously..once a year pun sometimes difficult to make..just now, i met him at kbmall and moving on to kemaman kopitiam..discussing about work..ceyy..huhu.yes that's right..he gave me some work to be done. he's torturing me guys..waaaaa...the purpose actually is to buy some books that i need..economy, ethnography, and a novel entitled " a mother's tears" writeen by Soo Cham..for this sem, i gonna to novel for my English Language Academic Reading..back to original story..so, the time to be together i will appreciate perfectly because this is the chance that i have to get more closer and knowing him better..

1st week in jan '10

weekend at home...the most important is with my parents..miss them so muchhh..

debate

hello..for this sem, our debate club has been upgraded..huhu...the training will be held every week..more matches to be participating..but money??..keep silence~
here are the schedule for this year:

1- uitm shah alam. Novice Debate (Jan/Feb)
2- uitm penang. Occupational Safety & Health ( Feb/March)
3- uitm arau. Arau Open Debate (June)
4- uitm dungun. SZA Cup (July)
5- Public Speaking
6- Polytechnic Merlimau Melaka (Sept)
7- UPM- GSD (Nov/Dis)

for 1st training. the motion was TH would abolish vernacular school. my team consist of me, jeff and aini..another team is sarah, balqis and zul. greatly, we were on government's side..huhu...the adjudicators of the night..prime minister
government

complicated>

new subjects for this sem..

economy by en ym
ethnography and tamadun manusia by en sulizi
geo alam sekitar n manusia by en ramli
kemahiran berfikir by en arif (best giler gaban)

new sem..

2 PPISMP PS
class num. 18
people: 22
KU: zaim aka miela
PKU: aina aka suci
TUTOR: en norisin

it is the time...

sorry...for takin' so long to write here..huhu...such a lazy girl i am..(admit je)..now currently, on my chair at campus..room 102C..will starting new sem tomorrow..no idea.blank~

.2010.

Happy New Year To YouHappy New Year to you!
May every great new day
Bring you sweet surprises--
A happiness buffet.Happy New Year to you,
And when the new year’s done,
May the next year be even better,
Full of pleasure, joy and fun.

G-day...

nothing-to-do
bored bored and bored
sigh*

movie-going

currently at s.alam..staying at my sis' house for few days..huhu..and this is the time to watch movies...MOVIES!

unstabalize hormone

what im going to write? its been quite a long time, i'm not posted here. no mood to write~+ being lazy..and that was compulsory beb.haha..at this moment, my hormone is not stable at all..i don't know why and all i know its relating to someone..someone that i know for ages..(4 years kowt)..haha~so bombastic..it is good sometimes to make story more interesting..huhu. back to story, for couple of days ago, i felt something was happened to me..i couldn't deny that if it is love..but if it yes, i would still deny it..love is such nothing to me.i don't believe it either. oh please!

new moon maniac

goin' crazy...arghh

big day...

today will be a reunion of 6 jahanam..(my gang)..what a unique name rite?haha
time: 12 noon
place: kbmall..
theme: red+black
people: only 5 are in bcoz at this time, ida is still in her finals.

1 month!

what??..its holiday.....
me, officially here wishing to all my friends
happy holiday and have fun ya!
remember me in ur days k..haha(nk jgk)
and im gonna miss u guys..:)

examination's week as!!!

no more facebooking...sorry, i just can't...

but try to limit it, yes!

ok it seems now, there's been an addicted environment among ipgmksm' students...haha..addicted to facebook..some of them were newcomer and some were former users.uhh

2 more papers to go. ks 1 n ks 2..and i am not finish study yet..for history subject, it makes me feel fed up when i opened the book and scrutinized it. a few minutes later, for sure i'll be on my bed..zzzzzz...but for geo paper, i love it..it is my favourite subject since in lower secondary school.huhu..one of the reason was, because the teacher that taught me geo was a handsome and lanky man-(cg.rusli..maherians dont be jelous k)..

to be honest, my previous papers..were english and malay languange. i think that i am not doing my best on both papers. yes, i'm not!..the 1st papaer was english. i admitted that i studied so hard on this but unlucky, on essay part..i didn't performed my best. i stucked!.it took so many time to finish it. whereas i only have about half an hour. as a result, i overtimed it. very disappointed on myself. i called my mom and cried..shame on me~ next was malay languange. on this subject, we did study group a night before the exam. but yet, i still couldn't do my best. it was because the questions that came out was different from what i am studied. ok. i studied about vocal, instead the consonan came out..sh*t...

so for this upcoming papers...i am not aspecting nothing..i just answer the questions and hope that it will be on my side..god the almighty

respect

respect..what a very good value to be inculcate in ourselves. we commonly heard that younger respect oldest..that sounds cliche right..why can oldest respect younger as well?..n consequently we do respect each other then. one reason that i found is, egoistic. then 'she' is an egoistic person. enough with her personality,i totally being cheated.

justice

in this life, justice is just a word..those who are rich, famous will win the justice..whereas those who are poor, will lose it. so where is the justice? thats not what we call justice then.err what im talking about actually..haha.
everybody seems hate me.one answer.LIKE I CARE!...simple
we are living in this world, we have right to hate someone that we dislike. and we have right to like someone that we love..euuu,haha. same goes to me. i have people that i dislike n like..everyone has..right? but it doesn't matter..we can't get angry owing to that. just let them. we are we..i am i. just be ourselves. no need to be hypocrite. n for things i did wrong, i ask humbly forgiveness from u. n for things u did wrong, no need to say sorry..because i already forgive u...

p/s this is a general post..not specific one. so its open. no names involved.

pissed-off

sir yahya, we were so sorry because disappointed u...we promise we'll never do it again..

3-in-1

23 october 2009..i got three birthdays..mom, zahraa n abg akimullah..this is a gift to zahraa..
to my mom, later on i'll put the pic k..because all pics are in my mom's phone..so i haven't bluetooth them yet.to abg akimullah lak, just wishes from us via sms...and through abg wan nor lai's phone num..because i dont have his num lol...

become mama?

adopting edward...
IT is so small..can be put on my palmedward n bella~

pillow talk

time: 12.30am to 2.30am...
venue: 102-C
specific location: blue love bed and pink spiral bed
people: as & zahraa
topic: #*$@%

me, u, we, us...

due to your decision that i waited for bout 2 days...i need to delete my previous post...hehe..and thanks buddy..welcome back!

why are u so obsessed with me??

i don't have any feeling...yes, i am weird..

i supposed...

dear zumiela7,
i supposed to accept the fact that ur leaving us.
i supposed to support u in whatever ur decision is.
i supposed to happy with u.
i supposed to smile and say congrats to u.
i supposed to b by ur side and share the happiest moment in ur life.
i supposed to think positive although i don't know what might come in future..ops..we even don't know it.
i supposed to be proud of u because have got the offered.
i supposed to snap lots of pictures with u because ur gonna leave soon..
i supposed to force u to treat me nasi ayam dpn maktab tu..
i supposed to ask u to sing for me..lagu ct-mlwan ksepian.
i supposed to lepak with u at keluang beach. and lastly
i supposed to kill u...hua3

BFF

how could you have done things things and live with no regret?
how could you not remember what you said, how could you forget?
how could you say you'd do it, and then never really follow through
but really, i just have one question to ask ... i just want to know, how could you??
is friendship fragile? it’s a really difficult question, please, try to think it over...any ideas?...On the one hand we should reply NO!!!...friendship is bond for life...we have friends all over the world...all of them are busy...as we are...married...as most of us are...but we still have strong friendship for life...just not see or talk to each other each day...there are lots of mobile society these days, so we can be together in many many different ways..(this is the true as's thinking, sorry guys-negative me is just a fake)

a story of a shame

first shame was...bout my car..when i drove to kuala besut with buddies. out of sudden, it got a 'serious' prob..i tried to start the engine several times but failed to-do-so. three of us didn't know what to do..the watch shown at 7.05pm..agaga...
what -to-do??pe ag, terus call my saviour, amri..told him what happened and asked the solution for that stupid* prob..unlucky he didn't know neither then passed the phone to dayat...
he said maybe because of battery..the battery was empty or weak, sort of that..
so...how are we going back???sya seemed panic and xsenang duduk...while zahraa eaten keropok udang...haha. both of the guy were coming and try to get us as fast as they could..to save us..wah..
after 20minutes, they arrived. and dayat tried to adjust the wateva..dunno larh..then automatically, in a blink of an eye...the engine was started..yippie..
second shame was during on our way to back home..sempena deepavali's holiday..i dropped at caltex to isi minyak ler...but hehe..couldn't manage to open the cap and yet to isi the minyak la..then asked the pakcik nearby to help..double shame on me...buek probih boreh joh..kuang3

great job...

well done..we did it!..it was an awesome performance.(ye kerr)

a moment to remember

a moment to remember to him..and yet all of us.huhu

a surprise birthday party to anwar kamarudin. my classmate.
11/10/09-anwar, from 17 to 18...just one thing we want from u..plz plz plz be more matured(sesaje je, no words to say)
venue: cafe kaklong
time: 10.30pm
people: ks sem 1...
thanks guys coz willing to spend time together. and the reward is what else..eat eat eat lah.like zumiela did..3 pieces of cake.(well done).haha
the mastermind to this big plan is ** (secret recipe). and actually the plan goes like this. when i scrutinized the name list of ks.i saw the upcoming besday through their ic's. then 11/10/91 which is anwar..damn!(ops)..haha.so when sha n i on our way to back to campus(by car), we had a plan.we discussing bout the flow and messaging with others.and lastly, great..just waiting for the time and HIM.after maghrib, me n zahraa went to bakery and bought a cake and stuffs.around 10 c'clock, we, girls prepared for the party but at the same time, we kept the surprise and acted like usual. COOL beb. he didn't expect anything unless just for lepak2 or powwow..then jeng3
SURPRISE!!! happy birthday to u...bla3...the most vital for this besday party was prank time!
here we go:nuar makes wish-plz let me fall in luv.hahabug amongs flowers

we girls
in the end of this party, nuar came out and gave his special speech dedicated to all ks sem 1...xley blaa...end~

politic.grr

im too young to think bout politic
politic is not my interest
but in social study, i need to learn it and know everything bout it.
why why why???
actually consequence to this..i just wanna tell that ive done coursework for science politic..agaga

choir ipgmksm

10 year of ipgm ksm
we, ppismp ks sem 1 are IN...

debat bm??

when i was at melaka for english debate, my friends were involved in debat bm inter-unit at campus. but we kept connecting to each other to know the latest news. my class, ks sem1 had won the 4th place and one of the speakers, zaim is announced as the top ten best speaker-7th..congrats to him. thanks because bringing up our class..huhu

and last night, i watched the final round of debat bm. the match was between ks sem 3 VS dream team..it was ntah pe2 debat to me because i didnt know what they were saying actually. haha.actually debat bm and english debate is very different.i found that debat bm is too skema and dont know lah..wateva~but i do learned from last night that being a debater whether bm or english it doesnt matter. the most vital is we expose to this world, learn, gain knowledge and try the best the win the competition.-pink girl is not one of 'em-(nyebokk jer)

shopping time!

due to lack of margin, both teams were not qualified to enter to quarter final..fine..im not sad at all..instead, we have a great great time together. went to dataran pahlawan and mahkota parade.ive spend rm 347.15 to shop.oh gosh, my money...what a shopaholic girl..then we watched movie, G-FORCE..all of us, included madam and her daughter..best sgt!a famosa

buying new shoes~gosh..new moon's coming..my edward-droolingat dataran pahlawan~agaga