from B to KB

saturday- at 8.30 am, we social studies were started our journey to Kota Bharu..(bunyi cm la jauh sgt) huhu..13 people with 3 cars..the drivers are ehem2 me, zahar and dayat..my 'crazy' passengers, alif+zahraa+zaim

actually, the main reason why we wanna go there because requested from johorians which is they wanna know KB and get something for their family..baek btol niat dorg. so we the kelantanese just suggested lets go to parkson and kbmall. the symbols of kelantan. chewah. they did asked bout how about rantau pjng. ohh, sorry to said, i can't go there because bla3..(xshuke sane). then along the journey, we did raced for a while. for those who read this, plz don't tell my mom.hehe. i was the num.one, follow with dayat which we called him the crazier driver, and lastly was zahar panda. bug among flowers.huhu
first, we went to parkson, pasar MPKB, mydin, kamdar n kbmall. i could feel how exhausted we were at the moment.uhh. due to our over-timing at kbmall, which is we played bowling. we need rushed back to our campus. we departed from zahraa's house at 6.30pm and stopped at restoran tok bali when azan mahgrib. zahar's group was there waiting for us because they did departed earlier. we mkn2... and not forgetting, sholat2..alhamdulillah we arrived at campus at 8.30am. so basically our 12-hours day was superb and awesome.

booommm....

oh gosh, i beat prime minister..
word that can describe my situation now is extremely miserable
my time has been fulled with work, work, work..no else
everyday, i just sleep for about two hours..3am-5am..then got sahur with murtabak or kebab...now, i missing home (jiwang da). yesterday, me and my partner of KKP MATH got very very busy in finishing our short coursework. the due date is 13th sept but we have done nothing. as usual, our principe, chillax..haha..some of us have settled but mostly not yet r. they all kept kecoh2, kalut2 in their work. and i just kept silence and watched their gelagat..deep in my heart, i giggled myself. basically yesterday i am different. till my classmate asked me,
as, nape senyap je rini?
huhu...i just answered ngantok r..sorry.

two in the morning

i am still awake..fresh.but got lenguh2 r. my lappy is still on since 2.30pm..so now, its around 12hours already. what i am doing when others are sleepy in their comfort bed? i am finishing my kerja kursus pendek Kemahiran Belajar..together with my roommate, n classmates. we were connecting via ym, sms..that are the only ways that we have to discuss. biase la, laki kn blok lain...ok, move on to our principe. actually, me n my roommate, zahraa have decided to be cool, calm, and relax..no rushing2, kalut2, kepoh2 etc . and now, we are not submitted ours yet..huhu

what the care means about?

u both can go to *ell lah..ur not important whether u alive or die..i don't care..ur feeling??LIKE I CARE..u do not care bout mine, y i need to care yours..its useless to care bout u..u think that u r so so so good..thats a big mistake.there are many others that are better than u.remember that!..i know that i am not perfect either.n nobody is perfect.but plz plz..i beg u.plz be a responsible person.just a little.u need to realize that u r the ** of our class.everything is related to u.one thing that i just realized bout u is u cannot be advise.after the black moment td, i declared that u r out from my friend' list.good bye *uckers...hope u success and enjoy ur own world...(mmg kurus pose aku rini)

p/s not matured(18thn) la katakan..bio je la

crashed!

i am a killer???
oh no..i'm not guilty..its not my fault..it was accidentally.you can ask my friends.they were the witnesses of the kjadian ptg td..hmm as usual, me as the driver together with four passengers went to bazar around 5.30pm.we use the same road but today it was quiet different.with the cows everywhere and distractions by the motorcycle.out of the blues, from far i saw a cow crossed the road. urgently i slowed-down the speed.but..jeng3
suddenly the baby cow came out from mane ntah crossed the road too..that made me got shock like seeing a ghost.then quickly i presses the brake with sekuat hatiku.unfortunately it was hit by my car..everyone is stiffed especially sha..haha..then i felt exasperated with the pakcik near roadside.they laughed at me..how could 'em..bkn nk tlg pom,uhh..dat was the story of an evening.next i reached at bazar and started to shopping a bundle of food..(ordered by zaim,alif n adzhar)..tomorrow your turn plk!

aLone~

how could u leave me alone dear??
do not get misunderstood with the word 'dear' k..it refers to my roommate,zahraa..yesterday she went back home and left me..but im not feeling sad laa..instead i just stay in my room and do works.i have lots of assignment to be done before raya..huhu
forgot to tell that, i missed so many things and events that i should post it here.but due to not enough time,so i just skipped 'em.sorry for my followers(ade ker?)haha.basically my fasting month in ipgm is better than previous years, i mean when i was in uitm.because here, i can go to bazar ramadan and buy food.as we know, there are more choices and duit pun byk la guna.huhu.but i do manage my account properly.kene la jimat.thx to my mom because trust me.hehe.she gave her car to me so that i can move freely.but no loafing k!
and just now, we KS gang gathered at cafe and did lil bit discussion(err).we ate murtabak that was treated by zaim and some drinks+ice-cream treated by alif.thx guys!
we all rocks.next time our turn k.huhu

merdeka!

hello everyone..firstly,i wish u all a happy merdeka day!!this year its been 52th year of our country,MALAYSIA celebrated its birthday..with new slogan

SATU MALAYSIA:RAKYAT DIDAHULUKAN PENCAPAIAN DIUTAMAKAN
i like the slogan..it so meaningful and we can feel the hidden meaning with our sense.there are so many stories that i need to share here..for now,ini dlu ek.will update later.zzzz...

presenting..

jeng3...my blog's new look...clap3x
got the inspiration from zumiela7's blog,ive decided to change my layout,appearance and everything bout my blog this time
added new gadgets n so on..but do not get confuse bout the color k..although pink is the background color but orange is still no.1 in my heart.i just can't found the orange background.hehe
to jelon..sorry mr pink, now i like pink too..haha
not less than one hour more, i'll be leaving..leaving from here to there..meaning back to my lovely campus..IPGMKSM.and tomorrow morning, we'll going to putrajaya for koir kebangsaan.err

5th day...

as we know, today is the fifth day of ramadan but i have no chance to get fast like u all..waaa
when, when, when..sigh*
later i need to replace it laa..senang skrg,ssh kmudian ( abg said)
don't blame me, its a normal cycle for women k.so guys, do not get jealous..daaa

how do i fulfill this holiday?
hehe..credit to yuni because introduced me to this game..FARMVILLE on fb..seronak woo!
now i am addicted to this game...later on i`ll become a successful farmer..errr virtual la, not in a real world.
im still a teacher-to-be..
this game is one of the virtual-reality games also known as online games..hey guys,why dont u try this thing first..for fb users only.

mid sem break?

here are the list of my homework for this time:

1) KKP math
2) KKP bm
3) KKP pai
4) TMK's presentation
5) TMK-virtualreality
6) KS2-dasar luar, en sulizi
7) KS2-geormofologi, en razak
8) ELP-en kem
9) Grammar- en yahya
10) L/S-mdm azah
from the above. there is no meaning for mid sem break..
what is the purpose for break if we gonna to do and finish up all of these.ha..(ceyy)
me answer..because we are teacher trainee! dats all..satisfied?haha
today is the 4th day of holiday and i have done nothing..so lazy doo..lucky me because ive brought home my books, so i can do the homework..but unlike my friend, panda..he didn't bring home any of his books..haha..so he cant do 'em (refer to the list)..well, actually we PPISMP are suppose to back to campus on saturday evening because we are going to KL at night. but the schedule had been postpone to this friday..so thats why we are going to stay longer at home..means, to settle the 'GIFTS'..huhu..poor u panda..kah3

ramadan comes again

it is that time of the year once again. it is the advent of a month that is filled with innumerable blessings, the thirty days which require a Muslim to observe one of the five pillars of Islam, that is fasting...
ramadan is characterized not just by its obligation on every Muslim to keep away from certain things which are allowed in other months, but also by the weight of blessings attached to every good deed performed in this month....probably the most significant is the fact that in this month, as we are told by Allah,
-the gates of Heaven are thrown open
-the gates of Hell are closed
-the devils are chained.
this essentially signifies that, in Ramadan, the devils and their advocates have a much more difficult job diverting true Muslims from fully reaping the bounties of Allah by performing every religious duty with a pure intention.no setan laa...
hope this ramadan, i can be more diligent to wake up in the morning and perform solat sunat and meet the lailatulqadar..ameen

innocent

before i tell the hot story..first of all i would like to stress here that WE ARE INNOCENT!
ok..i admitted that today is the 'majaa' day to us. it is because early in the morning lagi, we have being scolded by mdm mariah who is well-known as a hot-tempered lecturer..like i care?
haha..she blamed us because not going to her room, take LCD and invited her to class.
instead, me n muni had already been there after the assembly but unfortunately her room is locked and we saw the papan kenyataan outside jabatan bahasa-bahasa shows that mdm mariah is OUT..thats mean she's not in ipgmksm.then mdm nor azah called us, and asked when do we have free time. because she wanted to change the schedule. and we told her that, now is mdm mariah's class but she's out and next sir yahya's. she said that owh yahya is not here and she will coming in. so we just answered allright, see u later. hmm 5-10minutes later la, mdm mariah appeared in front of the class with angry face (imagine it).we were shocked like seeing a ghost. she asked,
why ur not come in my room and take the LCD (angry tone)..look at me, i need to bring it along, go upstrairs and u all just doing nothing!!!
I`M NOT YOUR KULI!!! (me said:im not saying that u r my kuli)
we were not giving the time to say something..include me, the talkative and being labelled as rude oleh adzhar pun, unable to speak and told the real story.
no words uttered from us after that and we just let her scold+condemn and whatever she wants to say..we just kept silent

rules?nothing

we, PPISMP july09 intake...are not going to key ell for merdeka celebration..

do u hear that???

NO WAY..

..we love our life..

p/s just iklan shj..konkonon berlagak la ni..huhu

is it H1N1??

NO!!!...the doc said that im just having normal fever..so negative k guys..huhu
my body temperature was 37.7...not reach 40 yet..so that is why i was classified as normal fever not H1N1 laa..
i got terrible cough. i can feel the pain inside my throat. and it made me uncomfortable in every situation except sleep.haha
i bought a large bottle of 100PLUS...(order from doc)..but still it didn't recovered..sigh*
latest news i got, about 18 people have been kuarantin in my ipgm for 10days...
look its getting worse from day by day..
one of them is my classmate,shida..get well soon-miss u
guys, watchout!

FIRST

first time i did presentation on sej msia and first time i joined taekwondo training
both at IPGMKSM..but unluckily my presentation was been distracted by fahmi bro..
asking us to go to cafe-ukur blazer..spoil btl la..uhh
wednesday's night, joined taekwondo team..boleh tahan gak..huhu
the instructor just a teacher trainee same with us..not a master..but he has maybe 2nd DAN blackbelt kot...i am still in red 2..kah3
basically,in ipgmksm the aliran is ITF.i found that its the same with GTF which ive learned in primary school..while in secondary school, im in WTF...
wau, now ive three combination GTF+WTF+ITF
thats great..keep it up as!

we rock!

banner for us :>arriving at location...
lucky us, because our bus didn`t create any trouble along the journey to gua musang. but other buses did. they stucked mostly.
we enjoyed the kursus all the times till we were not going back to campus..there were so great.
we felt free of stresses and lived in our own world. just WE. a big family.
night before we left, i got ear-pained and need to take to the nearest hospital. so en.mat, our pengiring took me there. he waited me till the end. i think about 2 hours something. really thanks to him. syg en.mat.huhu

here`s are few pics of us:

social girlssocial boysthis is my family now..guys..
realizing that we will be together for five years and a half..lets be a happy family.
i missed this moment

secret

at last, he knows my blog..
..sorry abg..huhu
owing to this, hmm so i would like to say that there's no secret between us now.
actually, i kept this blog from him because i dont want him to know my activities and what i'm writing about him.huhu
but so'kay, its all baek2 belaka ye..
if it hurts, just be cool k and if it makes u mesmerize, alluring, or what-so-ever, pun be cool k..
it just a writing
so starting from today, i need to behave sket la in my writing
lots of thing to be settle..tomorrow,i've two presentations..sej msia and sains politik(blur) as well as need to update my latest activities..
KURSUS KEMAHIRAN BELAJAR AT KESEDAR INN, GUA MUSANG

combination

i hate combination!!!
ok..for islamic class we PPISPM july 09 need to combine 4 classes KS, BM, PAI 1&2 and will be placed at dewan syarahan. i dont have any pro with the place.huhu.very comfortable.
the dislike part is the combination. imagine that 4 classes with 80 people and just ONE lecturer in front..how can the proses of learning, gaining, teaching and so whatever will be done.
noise, unclear voice, distraction, or any sorts of these are making me no mood.
and today, for english lang proficiency, 2 classes were combined due clashing of schedule..
who fault?
for sure, not us..so, for next week and till end of this sem, KS and PRA are combine.
this morning, we were first time with the lecturer, Sir Kamarudin. oh i found that he is a strict and serious one. if he says don't smile, we better don't..or lu pk la sndri.
one more thing, he's the one that menekankan participating in class.so do active k.
alright sir, I WILL...(semangatnyer)

unfeeling

2 events straightly will be occured in this month. 1st, tomorrow we PPISMP july 09 need to attent kursus kemahiran belajar at kesedar inn gua musang for 3 days..and the most vital is we were be told this morning(good!!!)
2nd thing is, during mid sem, again we PPISMP july 09 are selected to be on merdeka day live from dataran merdeka.
WHY?
because we are going to do koir on merdeka celebration. huhu. so this will be participating by teachers trainee from all ipgm's in msia. can't wait to meet new buddies and former friends..
hye guys, here i come!
i am getting miserable now with lots of work to do, presentations, outstations, class probs, ear-pain, pimples..oh gosh, god the almighty.please help me settle all these thing.

forgot to post here that..last 2 nights, we were having busana muslimah night. so im on behave of my class, KS was the model for it.i wore jubah with green+black and need to catwalk around the hall, answered the ques ala2 miss universe gtu..kah3

big day

saturday was the day...
i met him. after few months we were separated of studying. he's at western, and i'm at east
but together we as one-even our body are far away but our soul are close to each other. he does make me smile all the day,opss he always. so, that day, we were dated for about 3 hours kot...not counted lorh
frankly speaking, i did miss him when he's not at my side..(btl ke aku ni) wah, it looks like i was falling in love..oh no no no.not yet k. there's lot n lots more things need to settle first before i can get to know what is love. so, basically we chatted all the way, round2 kbmall tue...and ate at pizza hut..while waiting for the order(spagetti n pizza pan)..he story me(ayt mdm roose)
he told me about his lecturer and his classmates r..adoiii, so funny..i did laugh non-stopped
wanna hear the story??hmmm ok..his prof is from africa..name??(forgot already,so long r)
so, we can guess his slang of an african right...kah3..his friend's name is ahmad fauzan
due to his slang of eng, so he called him
ehmed taazan..(just imagine the whole class would respons)
end of the story...
conclusion of the day was...i did enjoyed my dated with him..thx abg

and that day also, i met my friend. mat yie, dak ipgm kb
taking pj and his minor is same with me...so what else...
mitak assignments r..
bkn ape..for reference only..no copy2 k..huhu

holidays come again

last monday...at 9.30am
director of ipgm kampus sultan mizan, pn hjh maznah has announced that starting from today till this sunday...jeng3
ipgmksm has been closed due to H1N1 detected..this is because yesterday, some of the students have been classified as suspected influenza virus(not me k)...
i am healthy..huhu

free calls!

due to his birthday, so he got free calls for a week..he keeps calling me and we were talking to each other till ive no time with my roommate..sorry zahraa syg,huhu
now i feel like hmm..'shuke'..

happy birthday to HIM

25/07/09

time shows sharply at 12.05am...(sorry, ttdo jap)
i`ve send 23 besday wishes to him via sms
the number 23 represent his age...
then few minutes later, he did replied me..saying that
he feels like wanna cry after read my messages and thx for all the awesome wishes
hoping that we`ll happy together

here's a birthday greeting
especially to show how much u mean to me
although u surely must know
that without a doubt
there's no-one nicer than u
or anyone dearer
happy birtday to mohd soleh fathi mohd sabri

at home

weekend appear again..its time to back home..miss home damn much..mom,dad, n all rakyat ..huhu
this time, taking together are assignments, slides, list of books that need to buy...

closer

friendship isn't always easily described.

friends are special people.
we can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate.
society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate...
but our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose.
our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life...
day by day, we were getting closer, thx buddies
p/s - to KS1, lets make this companionship strong and be a family among us aka
social studies...
zahraa, sha, muni, shida, aina, mus,ct, amri, yo, adzhar, dayat, alif, zaim, hafiz, hanis, rasin n faizal

our KU-yo
da most talkative guy-amri

first day tutorial

hmm bored+happy+sleepy+hot..what else???
kind of ntah ape2 rr..yup, thats what we called first day..ice breaking, briefing, blood donation...
basically we need to gather at dataran at 7.30 am..sharp!....listen to announcements and other things..
then barulah, go into class and study r..the class was quiet uncomfortable..with no air conditioner..just wall fans only...totally differ from uitmnow, let me tell what happened during my first class this morning..hmm first subject was basic mathematics..the lecturer was so so so great..his name is mohd ariff.aduyai, so funny doow. we were nonstop laughed..second subject was social studies(my major)..the tutor who gonna teach us is tuan haji norisin..hmmm soft-spoken, kinda alim, wear kopiah 'hijjaz'..huhu. he just told us the mukaddimah of the subject, about assignments bla3..rest for half an hour..now turned to bm by encik helmi.aduyai, he made us sleepy.but sometimes his gelagaks were superb..added with critism ala2 politics skep..huhu.to me, he is a person who doesn`t like english much.ye r...name ag cg.bm.he dislikes people talking in english.wtf??and one more thing he is a strong supporter to PPSMI..ban english!!!!after listen to his talked,i was like errr wtf...we should talk in english so that we can improve ours sir!!!(geram nk gtau die)..but depends la..not all the time..about PPSMI, i am in the middle,50-50 r..everything has it pros n cons..but to me, it supposes not to be a hot issue because all we need to know is its not about the languange despite its about the knowlegde: knowlegde where we learn, gaining and teach our students...
the aim of education is the knowledge not of fact, but of values
sigh*

a week at IPGMKSM

wow...so long not posting here..miss my blog and bloggers outthere..

hello guys, now i am back..currently at home, got 4 days holiday due to upcoming our agong' birthday..who???...sultang mizang r (opss)hahaa
ok, i am gonna to write about my new life at IPGMKSM..a week i was there..what had happened?it is nice or bad??hmm..errr

as usual the orientation week or called as MINGGU PENGURUSAN PELAJAR (MPP)..
the schedule was so so so packed..trust me. no leisure time even 5 minutes pun..bygkan
so many things to write here but i dunno where to start first..the most happening and cherishable memory was be a turtle at bukit keluang beach..the game named celup tepung..hmm at first after be told by seniors that we need to guling2 by the sea shore without took shoes off n so on..instead completely dressed-up...errr
but after that, wauu it was superd dude!!! in my life im never doing such this kerje and i did it..we DID it...even our shoes, shirt, tracksuit, veil and everything inner ones pun got wet damn much..huhu
we did extremely enjoyed that evening
my roommate, zahraa is a pretty girl..tall, fair skin, pink lips...she's 18, kelantanese as well..huhu
my coursemates are 18 altogether..10 boys+8girls
our tutor is tn.hj.norisin..is a sporting lect
still need much time to explore the ipgm and get to know friends more details...
everything begins now...

p/s-pics taken by mojaa-credit to him..thx

Tomorrow it may change...

PENDAFTARAN PELAJAR BAHARU
PROGRAM PERSEDIAAN
IJAZAH SARJANA MUDA PENDIDIKAN (PPISMP)
AMBILAN JULAI 2009
Tarikh	13 Julai 2009
Masa	8:00 pagi - 10:30 pagi
Tempat	Dewan Bendahara
	Institut Pendidikan Guru Malaysia
	Kampus Sultan Mizan
	Besut Terengganu Darul Iman hmm...i..i..i don't know how i'll feel, tomorrow, tomorrow, i don't know what to say, tomorrow, tomorrow is a different day tomorrow it may change..... (cuakk gegilerr)sigh* sempat ag posing

counting days

today is 8th july...
4 days left before i officially be called as ipgm's student...
basically, i am already impatient to go there..
wanna meet new friends, new place, new lecturers, new subjects etc.
everything is gonna be 'alien' to me..
the title NEWCOMER makes me feel afraid of....

i was wondering...

p/s hope i can cope with the environment and will be as happy as before

they left me

hmm sorry for not updating..i had gone to shah alam for 2 days
ok. now its july
what is so special of july?
1st thing because i will be register to ipgm and be called as 'dak mktb' soon...a.k.a teacher-to-be or be called as dak ganu..err
2nd, his besday..somewhere in this month(bile ekk)kah3...
3rd-the sequel film, harry potter will be launch on 16th...hmm i am wondering whether i can watch it or not, but i will try my best..JJ is the place.
4th thing is the (ape ekk org pggl)..hmm mjlis mhantar menantu ke umh mak mertua (ntah btl ntah x),agaga..my sis has married last month and coming up soon will be the turn to send her to umh mom-in-law r...this time, im not coming!!!
so, basically july is gonna be a very tiring month to me..orientation week with skema rules..reda je la
for sure a lots of assignments waiting for me..but thats ok.i love it.grrr*wink*
everybody has gone to her/his place...they left me alone..sob3
the 1st person who left me was
yuni-usm,kk (dpn umh aku jer)agaga
jelon-utm skudai
hisyam-uitm s.alam
ali-ukm bangi
nana-upm serdang
ada-uitm arau
ida-uitm s.alam
dlah-uitm penang
ili-uniten muadzam
fathi-uitm s.alam
and my friends, x-teslian kuantan-wish u all best of luck
and lastly for those who got mktb same as me but different places
wawa-ipgm kb
yuni-ipgm melaka
afiq-ipba kl

GOOD LUCK GUYS*LOVE U GUY*FRIENDS FOREVER

amused

ice age 3 best!!! 5 stars

na na na na na...

terengganu kite ...
unbelievable, woke up early in the morning just wanted to post blog.haha. as2..my desire is too high..(selingan shj)
hehe, why why this song??hmm
because i`m going there..ok..i had cancelled to go to cheras..guys!!! i`ve got mktb..gege(senyum kambing)
my future will be at IPGM KAMPUS SULTAN MIZAN soon..the place where i was being interviewed..definitely my future career is teacher/lecturer..
i am a teacher-to-be...better starts from the bottom, people says..haha
oh almost forget, the code for my study..hmm hold on (scrutinizing my inbox 1st)
yup, got it. S016COEMP..(ntah pe2)
so basically i need to buy lots of stuffs...mom!!!what else, nk copim2 r..hik3
hmm i have been there once..i think the campus is ok laa..near the MRSM kota putra..beach, airport..but MALL??? (i dont think so)..kah3.
after this, no more social, cinema, lepaking...sorts of that.
from bdk key ell to bdk ganu.zizang rr.what a funny!

123 here i come

1) to breaking dawn
2) to shah alam
3) to KL...
all three up there, here i come!!! a big WELCOME note to `em...hik3
now, let me explain one by one k
bout first point, i am trying to finish my eclipse(3rd novel of twilight) maybe it takes around 3 days more..huhu, then breaking dawn turn`s will be comes. it means i need to spend around rm50 on it. never mind, because its a novel where knowledge can teach us..huhu.it doesn`t matter.
next 2nd, owh on 29th i`ll be off to shah alam rr..stay with my sis n bro for a while before go to KL for registration session. and what else?? shopping time!!love it so much. my dad had told me that just bought stuffs there..all right then
lastly, KL (dak key ell la pasni) kah3...specifically at cheras..before i continue more, let me tell u guys that i`ve got an offer from uitm, the U where i studied before...but the course was not good at all, i think (same to my family and her). so i didn`t accept it. oh forgot plk, the course was hotel management..(sounds good). haha..by the way, i`ve got another offer earlier..from KKM(ministry of health) for course radiology means x-ray..i`ve found that there are so many advantages of this..hmm..
~its under KKM
~i can have rm621 allowance monthly(ley r shopping sakan!!)
~other allowances such as, books, uniform, etc
~ free treatment from government hosp/clinic
~duration study is 3 years(same with uitm rr)
~guaranteed to get job because its under kkm already
hik3..but as usual rr, need to get high pointer as well..3 n above r

p/s-so, that all is about laa..actually, i`m still waiting for one more offer, from mktb r..ish3. it can be checked this 1st july..hmm

happy father`s day...

today is the day to all fathers out there..celebrating the father`s day..same goes to my abah...
to abah, happy father`s day to u..
and i love u so much
thx because be my abah and give me everythings
i am really thankful to have u...
Happy Fathers Day

Happy Fathers day means more
than have a happy day
It means i love you first of all
Then thanks for all you do
It means you mean a lot to me
and that I honor you.

give me much time

give me much time k...
please don`t blame it on me...
i just need to be alone for a moment
i know u all kind of worries
but i really can`t ...
just give me more time
sorry for not replying your messages, comments and any sorts of it.
at this moment, i am not ready..
i just wanna let u all know that i am fine..err..half fine.
i need time, space, silence to be myself again...
hmm, please and please don`t mad at me..
ili
yuni
nana
ida
dlah
firdaus
and the most vital is to my dearest one, fathi..
u all my friends, i love u guys
just let me contact u guys k..
when i`m ready

last day with her

we were together at that moment..we even didn`t know that

today will be our last day...
nobody knows
but...

it happened
luckily, we took so many pictures of us..everywhere we went through
at least it can be our sweet memories~

-at billion parking area-
tmpt kjadian

-in your car-
now,its gone :0

-escalator kbmall-

-usha`ing -

-eat eat eat-

-at cintaku-

-u-

-me-

it was totally a jubilant day to me...
thx buddy :)

critical

i am a dead body???NO!!!..
not yet..
after for 3days i was a zombie...
now i am back!
thanks to my friend, wawa because came to my house today and `slapped` me..woke me up from my craziness world.
actually, i was having a very bad pressure..i was tension.
i didn`t
eat,
talk,
smile,
laugh,
go downstairs..
i just kept myself in my bedroom..the only one who i did contact was my bestfriend, dlah...
she knows why i was like this.
my mom started to worry, she persuaded me to eat, asked me why i became like this...nothings changed.
hmm after the 3rd day, she bought me a huge doraemon and gave it to me..at that time, i was lying on my bed..my condition was critical..but i didn`t smile nor talk..she was sad, so do i.
when my friends came in the evening, i woke up and went to get shower...we talked bla3...she told me that i shouldn`t be like that..she adviced me bla3...
we went to kfc and she did cheer me up.
and now, everythings back to normal..i was totally recovered..
thx buddy.
-yeay-

sorry friends...

because i couldn`t made it.
i`ve another hal on that time.
sorry.
maybe that (reunion at maher) was the last time we met.
i wish u all the best.
and good luck.

a song to my life

lately, i love to listen to james morrison` songs.i found that his songs are suitable with my soul..i like this genre plus the lyrics are so so nice and meaningful.

"You Give Me Something"

You only stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
But now I've gotten in too deep

For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

You only waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean

I never thought that I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might call you from my heart

But it might be a second too late
And the words that I could never say
Are gonna come out anyway

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

reunion...maher

today,this morning i went to my former school-maher..rindu bangat!...we,six altogether for the first time met each other after we were in form5..that was so great!..we called it REUNION for sek 6 jahanam(sorry korg,cannot change the word)-ili,ida,yuni,nana,dlah n me-haha..its sounds better ape.so,i drove from home to take nana and dlah which are both live in pc..well,like usual,i am not pro yet in driving a car.so thats y i was late..sorry ekk..huhu.hmm then, we arrived at schoolh around 10am.parked the car,gathered and serbu!!!-with teacher zamani-

first place was for sure, canteen rr..ish3..met teacher zamani, she treats us fresh orange, keropok and fish balls..and many other teachers that we had met:-with cg che rahmah-mom in law to-be(poyo jer)-
cg.TJ-y gantan
cg.hasan ali-xdop gg
ustazah norjehan-baek giler
teacher dz-suara lantang
cg abd aziz-persoalannye?
cg rusli jusoh-loyar buruk
teacher nik-hott!
cg zahari-masih sweet
cg zaki-knl ili jer
cg kamal-nevertheless

fuhh..rmai gak ek..haha,we entered the staff`s room..hmm a lil bit crowded with people walking around..teachers seemed busy with their works,i guess..and not forgetting,we also wet with our former friends..they continue to form 6 and now in upper six level.we kinda visited them.haha.miss u all..-syerida-me-jie-

the most wajib thing is snap,snap and snap..we love snapping pictures..every single of building and place,we took pictures..even with `him`..ish3
-dunno know who???-me and dlah-
-scandal who??--at tmn datin-
after that..around 12.30pm, we pum went home..and me..need to send nana and dlah to their homes..so totally, today i was so so happy and superb.thx u guys

western style...

this was my dinner plate last yesterday..(cayalah)..actually there was no nasi last night so i took my own initiative to cook..hello i can cook k!.just name it-nuggets,crab ball,fish ball,fish chips,fries,sosej, etc...haha..the main purpose i bought fries and frankfurters was to bring at picnic aka reunion for my gang, sek 6 jahanam..agaga.but since the picnic had been postponed to another week so i mkn laa dlu..later i`ll replace rr.fuhh,looks like mat salleh daa.
chatting+eating=yummy!

big apple day

today, 14 june 09..i woke up at 1.30pm(straight face)...and hurry up to get shower because after that dlah will come and go out with her..the location for this time is at tesco...it is my suggestion to lepak there..tetibe feels like wanna eat big apple..tesco is the only one that has it.so i bought 4 donuts..unfortunately, the taste is not the same like big apple kuantan..this is is not so delicious...:(

maybe its because at kuantan, mamat nepal y buat kot..kah3...

meow..meow..

haha...due to my friend, jelon had posted his blog about his cats..now its my turn..

1)

proudly present..this is YB datuk simB aka pokteh(nama glamour)..haha..he is the leader in my cat`s family..pure jantan..actually this photo was taken long time ago..before he reach his maturity..now everythings is change..the colour for sure..not so white anymore..bkarat daa..kah3..this cat is so good because he just be at home when he wants to eat..after he is full, he`ll be around till he feels hungry for the second time...mostly he`ll be home for twice a week..my dad really syg him..n he is kinda funny with his gaya tidur..the 2nd pic is when he suffered from `bekok keng`..just look at his cheek..kembung gler...

2)

n this is pokcek..my mom`s cat...unique kan..black nose with socks..haha..she is beautiful with thick and soft fur..best wak dkap tdo mlm..kah3..she is the mother to her kids(mmg la)haha..dlah loves her..kan?hehe.i love her too and hmm...how i suppose to say this...she`s not here anymore!!!sob3...my dad had threw her away..far far far away from sini...so pity huk3..the 2nd pic is when she`s still virgin..(agah nk tdo ats tilam)..

3)

now representing....A.B.U...abu..pokcek`s eldest son..haha..he has no longer live in this world because he was died in the accident...my dad accidentally tpijak nyer with his bike...inna...haha..syg2...

4)

the youngest daughter produced by pokcek was named pokcek jr.(junior)..it is because just look at their faces..exactly similar kan..like mother like daughter.kah3..hmm this one i dunno la where did she go..still alive or not..but she`s not at home..

5)

hmm..this one i do not have any of her pics..because i hate her..but later on i`ll put her pic so that u all can see..haha..TAPOK is her name..my mom`s cat..all i know bout her is pregnant, pregnant n pregnant..ish3..gatai btl. she likes to eat friskies n drink milk even da tua..ngade2 btl.

6)

this is tapok`s son..(muke cm pondan kan)..errr his name is NO NAME..kinda funny right..hmm dunno else bout him..died already.

7)

ok..if u all can still remember...this is ikan paus aka poktam..my lovely cat.he is so so fat..i love to see his eat and he loves to eat..ahha..he will never feel kenyang..that is why he became like this..every night he sleeps with me..i really really love him..he is sometimes penakut laa..when he heard other cats were fighting, he will running and hiding himself under bed or be with me..unfortunately when i was at kuantan...and stayed there..he was kind of merajuk laa..because nobody cares bout him anymore...so he left home..till now,he is no where no be found..my feeling cannot describes into words..he is the only one..

souvenir from her

thank you so so so much darling for this...hehe..next time if u go somewhere else,beli lg ye..haha..
love to hang out with u
hmm..so many places that we wanted to go
kbmall is the most wajib place
eventhough, there is nothing there..
no GSC TGV..haha
next plan is tesco..
go to full the tank with kenny rogers roaster and play with the little fish at fish spa
hmm...not forgotten facial n hair saloon

haha..we need to get fully enjoy during this holidays before each everyone of us return to their own places..

accident!!!

omg!!!what a poor girl..ish3

jtuh tangga rr...
it really hurt me..
worry,worry n worry...

my sis`s wedding

finally,the day comes..my sis n her husband were safely got married on 7 june 09..the colour of the wedding are red and white..this combination was really matched to each other..thanks to
hisyam and family
yuni n ida
jelon and family..
for ur coming...hik3

busy+tired+bored

due to my sis`s wedding,everything is not under control..haha..everyone is busy with the preparation.include me..uhh

lately up to 12pm..

currently, my bedtime is around 2-3am..don`t know why this happen..seems like i don`t feel sleepy. my eyes stay freshy till the time comes..every single day, my lappy is on and the internet broadband 24hours online..huhu..