first day tutorial

hmm bored+happy+sleepy+hot..what else???
kind of ntah ape2 rr..yup, thats what we called first day..ice breaking, briefing, blood donation...
basically we need to gather at dataran at 7.30 am..sharp!....listen to announcements and other things..
then barulah, go into class and study r..the class was quiet uncomfortable..with no air conditioner..just wall fans only...totally differ from uitmnow, let me tell what happened during my first class this morning..hmm first subject was basic mathematics..the lecturer was so so so great..his name is mohd ariff.aduyai, so funny doow. we were nonstop laughed..second subject was social studies(my major)..the tutor who gonna teach us is tuan haji norisin..hmmm soft-spoken, kinda alim, wear kopiah 'hijjaz'..huhu. he just told us the mukaddimah of the subject, about assignments bla3..rest for half an hour..now turned to bm by encik helmi.aduyai, he made us sleepy.but sometimes his gelagaks were superb..added with critism ala2 politics skep..huhu.to me, he is a person who doesn`t like english much.ye r...name ag cg.bm.he dislikes people talking in english.wtf??and one more thing he is a strong supporter to PPSMI..ban english!!!!after listen to his talked,i was like errr wtf...we should talk in english so that we can improve ours sir!!!(geram nk gtau die)..but depends la..not all the time..about PPSMI, i am in the middle,50-50 r..everything has it pros n cons..but to me, it supposes not to be a hot issue because all we need to know is its not about the languange despite its about the knowlegde: knowlegde where we learn, gaining and teach our students...
the aim of education is the knowledge not of fact, but of values
sigh*

a week at IPGMKSM

wow...so long not posting here..miss my blog and bloggers outthere..

hello guys, now i am back..currently at home, got 4 days holiday due to upcoming our agong' birthday..who???...sultang mizang r (opss)hahaa
ok, i am gonna to write about my new life at IPGMKSM..a week i was there..what had happened?it is nice or bad??hmm..errr

as usual the orientation week or called as MINGGU PENGURUSAN PELAJAR (MPP)..
the schedule was so so so packed..trust me. no leisure time even 5 minutes pun..bygkan
so many things to write here but i dunno where to start first..the most happening and cherishable memory was be a turtle at bukit keluang beach..the game named celup tepung..hmm at first after be told by seniors that we need to guling2 by the sea shore without took shoes off n so on..instead completely dressed-up...errr
but after that, wauu it was superd dude!!! in my life im never doing such this kerje and i did it..we DID it...even our shoes, shirt, tracksuit, veil and everything inner ones pun got wet damn much..huhu
we did extremely enjoyed that evening
my roommate, zahraa is a pretty girl..tall, fair skin, pink lips...she's 18, kelantanese as well..huhu
my coursemates are 18 altogether..10 boys+8girls
our tutor is tn.hj.norisin..is a sporting lect
still need much time to explore the ipgm and get to know friends more details...
everything begins now...

p/s-pics taken by mojaa-credit to him..thx

Tomorrow it may change...

PENDAFTARAN PELAJAR BAHARU
PROGRAM PERSEDIAAN
IJAZAH SARJANA MUDA PENDIDIKAN (PPISMP)
AMBILAN JULAI 2009
Tarikh	13 Julai 2009
Masa	8:00 pagi - 10:30 pagi
Tempat	Dewan Bendahara
	Institut Pendidikan Guru Malaysia
	Kampus Sultan Mizan
	Besut Terengganu Darul Iman hmm...i..i..i don't know how i'll feel, tomorrow, tomorrow, i don't know what to say, tomorrow, tomorrow is a different day tomorrow it may change..... (cuakk gegilerr)sigh* sempat ag posing

counting days

today is 8th july...
4 days left before i officially be called as ipgm's student...
basically, i am already impatient to go there..
wanna meet new friends, new place, new lecturers, new subjects etc.
everything is gonna be 'alien' to me..
the title NEWCOMER makes me feel afraid of....

i was wondering...

p/s hope i can cope with the environment and will be as happy as before

they left me

hmm sorry for not updating..i had gone to shah alam for 2 days
ok. now its july
what is so special of july?
1st thing because i will be register to ipgm and be called as 'dak mktb' soon...a.k.a teacher-to-be or be called as dak ganu..err
2nd, his besday..somewhere in this month(bile ekk)kah3...
3rd-the sequel film, harry potter will be launch on 16th...hmm i am wondering whether i can watch it or not, but i will try my best..JJ is the place.
4th thing is the (ape ekk org pggl)..hmm mjlis mhantar menantu ke umh mak mertua (ntah btl ntah x),agaga..my sis has married last month and coming up soon will be the turn to send her to umh mom-in-law r...this time, im not coming!!!
so, basically july is gonna be a very tiring month to me..orientation week with skema rules..reda je la
for sure a lots of assignments waiting for me..but thats ok.i love it.grrr*wink*
everybody has gone to her/his place...they left me alone..sob3
the 1st person who left me was
yuni-usm,kk (dpn umh aku jer)agaga
jelon-utm skudai
hisyam-uitm s.alam
ali-ukm bangi
nana-upm serdang
ada-uitm arau
ida-uitm s.alam
dlah-uitm penang
ili-uniten muadzam
fathi-uitm s.alam
and my friends, x-teslian kuantan-wish u all best of luck
and lastly for those who got mktb same as me but different places
wawa-ipgm kb
yuni-ipgm melaka
afiq-ipba kl

GOOD LUCK GUYS*LOVE U GUY*FRIENDS FOREVER

amused

ice age 3 best!!! 5 stars

na na na na na...

terengganu kite ...
unbelievable, woke up early in the morning just wanted to post blog.haha. as2..my desire is too high..(selingan shj)
hehe, why why this song??hmm
because i`m going there..ok..i had cancelled to go to cheras..guys!!! i`ve got mktb..gege(senyum kambing)
my future will be at IPGM KAMPUS SULTAN MIZAN soon..the place where i was being interviewed..definitely my future career is teacher/lecturer..
i am a teacher-to-be...better starts from the bottom, people says..haha
oh almost forget, the code for my study..hmm hold on (scrutinizing my inbox 1st)
yup, got it. S016COEMP..(ntah pe2)
so basically i need to buy lots of stuffs...mom!!!what else, nk copim2 r..hik3
hmm i have been there once..i think the campus is ok laa..near the MRSM kota putra..beach, airport..but MALL??? (i dont think so)..kah3.
after this, no more social, cinema, lepaking...sorts of that.
from bdk key ell to bdk ganu.zizang rr.what a funny!

123 here i come

1) to breaking dawn
2) to shah alam
3) to KL...
all three up there, here i come!!! a big WELCOME note to `em...hik3
now, let me explain one by one k
bout first point, i am trying to finish my eclipse(3rd novel of twilight) maybe it takes around 3 days more..huhu, then breaking dawn turn`s will be comes. it means i need to spend around rm50 on it. never mind, because its a novel where knowledge can teach us..huhu.it doesn`t matter.
next 2nd, owh on 29th i`ll be off to shah alam rr..stay with my sis n bro for a while before go to KL for registration session. and what else?? shopping time!!love it so much. my dad had told me that just bought stuffs there..all right then
lastly, KL (dak key ell la pasni) kah3...specifically at cheras..before i continue more, let me tell u guys that i`ve got an offer from uitm, the U where i studied before...but the course was not good at all, i think (same to my family and her). so i didn`t accept it. oh forgot plk, the course was hotel management..(sounds good). haha..by the way, i`ve got another offer earlier..from KKM(ministry of health) for course radiology means x-ray..i`ve found that there are so many advantages of this..hmm..
~its under KKM
~i can have rm621 allowance monthly(ley r shopping sakan!!)
~other allowances such as, books, uniform, etc
~ free treatment from government hosp/clinic
~duration study is 3 years(same with uitm rr)
~guaranteed to get job because its under kkm already
hik3..but as usual rr, need to get high pointer as well..3 n above r

p/s-so, that all is about laa..actually, i`m still waiting for one more offer, from mktb r..ish3. it can be checked this 1st july..hmm

happy father`s day...

today is the day to all fathers out there..celebrating the father`s day..same goes to my abah...
to abah, happy father`s day to u..
and i love u so much
thx because be my abah and give me everythings
i am really thankful to have u...
Happy Fathers Day

Happy Fathers day means more
than have a happy day
It means i love you first of all
Then thanks for all you do
It means you mean a lot to me
and that I honor you.

give me much time

give me much time k...
please don`t blame it on me...
i just need to be alone for a moment
i know u all kind of worries
but i really can`t ...
just give me more time
sorry for not replying your messages, comments and any sorts of it.
at this moment, i am not ready..
i just wanna let u all know that i am fine..err..half fine.
i need time, space, silence to be myself again...
hmm, please and please don`t mad at me..
ili
yuni
nana
ida
dlah
firdaus
and the most vital is to my dearest one, fathi..
u all my friends, i love u guys
just let me contact u guys k..
when i`m ready

last day with her

we were together at that moment..we even didn`t know that

today will be our last day...
nobody knows
but...

it happened
luckily, we took so many pictures of us..everywhere we went through
at least it can be our sweet memories~

-at billion parking area-
tmpt kjadian

-in your car-
now,its gone :0

-escalator kbmall-

-usha`ing -

-eat eat eat-

-at cintaku-

-u-

-me-

it was totally a jubilant day to me...
thx buddy :)

critical

i am a dead body???NO!!!..
not yet..
after for 3days i was a zombie...
now i am back!
thanks to my friend, wawa because came to my house today and `slapped` me..woke me up from my craziness world.
actually, i was having a very bad pressure..i was tension.
i didn`t
eat,
talk,
smile,
laugh,
go downstairs..
i just kept myself in my bedroom..the only one who i did contact was my bestfriend, dlah...
she knows why i was like this.
my mom started to worry, she persuaded me to eat, asked me why i became like this...nothings changed.
hmm after the 3rd day, she bought me a huge doraemon and gave it to me..at that time, i was lying on my bed..my condition was critical..but i didn`t smile nor talk..she was sad, so do i.
when my friends came in the evening, i woke up and went to get shower...we talked bla3...she told me that i shouldn`t be like that..she adviced me bla3...
we went to kfc and she did cheer me up.
and now, everythings back to normal..i was totally recovered..
thx buddy.
-yeay-

sorry friends...

because i couldn`t made it.
i`ve another hal on that time.
sorry.
maybe that (reunion at maher) was the last time we met.
i wish u all the best.
and good luck.

a song to my life

lately, i love to listen to james morrison` songs.i found that his songs are suitable with my soul..i like this genre plus the lyrics are so so nice and meaningful.

"You Give Me Something"

You only stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
But now I've gotten in too deep

For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

You only waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean

I never thought that I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might call you from my heart

But it might be a second too late
And the words that I could never say
Are gonna come out anyway

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

reunion...maher

today,this morning i went to my former school-maher..rindu bangat!...we,six altogether for the first time met each other after we were in form5..that was so great!..we called it REUNION for sek 6 jahanam(sorry korg,cannot change the word)-ili,ida,yuni,nana,dlah n me-haha..its sounds better ape.so,i drove from home to take nana and dlah which are both live in pc..well,like usual,i am not pro yet in driving a car.so thats y i was late..sorry ekk..huhu.hmm then, we arrived at schoolh around 10am.parked the car,gathered and serbu!!!-with teacher zamani-

first place was for sure, canteen rr..ish3..met teacher zamani, she treats us fresh orange, keropok and fish balls..and many other teachers that we had met:-with cg che rahmah-mom in law to-be(poyo jer)-
cg.TJ-y gantan
cg.hasan ali-xdop gg
ustazah norjehan-baek giler
teacher dz-suara lantang
cg abd aziz-persoalannye?
cg rusli jusoh-loyar buruk
teacher nik-hott!
cg zahari-masih sweet
cg zaki-knl ili jer
cg kamal-nevertheless

fuhh..rmai gak ek..haha,we entered the staff`s room..hmm a lil bit crowded with people walking around..teachers seemed busy with their works,i guess..and not forgetting,we also wet with our former friends..they continue to form 6 and now in upper six level.we kinda visited them.haha.miss u all..-syerida-me-jie-

the most wajib thing is snap,snap and snap..we love snapping pictures..every single of building and place,we took pictures..even with `him`..ish3
-dunno know who???-me and dlah-
-scandal who??--at tmn datin-
after that..around 12.30pm, we pum went home..and me..need to send nana and dlah to their homes..so totally, today i was so so happy and superb.thx u guys

western style...

this was my dinner plate last yesterday..(cayalah)..actually there was no nasi last night so i took my own initiative to cook..hello i can cook k!.just name it-nuggets,crab ball,fish ball,fish chips,fries,sosej, etc...haha..the main purpose i bought fries and frankfurters was to bring at picnic aka reunion for my gang, sek 6 jahanam..agaga.but since the picnic had been postponed to another week so i mkn laa dlu..later i`ll replace rr.fuhh,looks like mat salleh daa.
chatting+eating=yummy!

big apple day

today, 14 june 09..i woke up at 1.30pm(straight face)...and hurry up to get shower because after that dlah will come and go out with her..the location for this time is at tesco...it is my suggestion to lepak there..tetibe feels like wanna eat big apple..tesco is the only one that has it.so i bought 4 donuts..unfortunately, the taste is not the same like big apple kuantan..this is is not so delicious...:(

maybe its because at kuantan, mamat nepal y buat kot..kah3...

meow..meow..

haha...due to my friend, jelon had posted his blog about his cats..now its my turn..

1)

proudly present..this is YB datuk simB aka pokteh(nama glamour)..haha..he is the leader in my cat`s family..pure jantan..actually this photo was taken long time ago..before he reach his maturity..now everythings is change..the colour for sure..not so white anymore..bkarat daa..kah3..this cat is so good because he just be at home when he wants to eat..after he is full, he`ll be around till he feels hungry for the second time...mostly he`ll be home for twice a week..my dad really syg him..n he is kinda funny with his gaya tidur..the 2nd pic is when he suffered from `bekok keng`..just look at his cheek..kembung gler...

2)

n this is pokcek..my mom`s cat...unique kan..black nose with socks..haha..she is beautiful with thick and soft fur..best wak dkap tdo mlm..kah3..she is the mother to her kids(mmg la)haha..dlah loves her..kan?hehe.i love her too and hmm...how i suppose to say this...she`s not here anymore!!!sob3...my dad had threw her away..far far far away from sini...so pity huk3..the 2nd pic is when she`s still virgin..(agah nk tdo ats tilam)..

3)

now representing....A.B.U...abu..pokcek`s eldest son..haha..he has no longer live in this world because he was died in the accident...my dad accidentally tpijak nyer with his bike...inna...haha..syg2...

4)

the youngest daughter produced by pokcek was named pokcek jr.(junior)..it is because just look at their faces..exactly similar kan..like mother like daughter.kah3..hmm this one i dunno la where did she go..still alive or not..but she`s not at home..

5)

hmm..this one i do not have any of her pics..because i hate her..but later on i`ll put her pic so that u all can see..haha..TAPOK is her name..my mom`s cat..all i know bout her is pregnant, pregnant n pregnant..ish3..gatai btl. she likes to eat friskies n drink milk even da tua..ngade2 btl.

6)

this is tapok`s son..(muke cm pondan kan)..errr his name is NO NAME..kinda funny right..hmm dunno else bout him..died already.

7)

ok..if u all can still remember...this is ikan paus aka poktam..my lovely cat.he is so so fat..i love to see his eat and he loves to eat..ahha..he will never feel kenyang..that is why he became like this..every night he sleeps with me..i really really love him..he is sometimes penakut laa..when he heard other cats were fighting, he will running and hiding himself under bed or be with me..unfortunately when i was at kuantan...and stayed there..he was kind of merajuk laa..because nobody cares bout him anymore...so he left home..till now,he is no where no be found..my feeling cannot describes into words..he is the only one..

souvenir from her

thank you so so so much darling for this...hehe..next time if u go somewhere else,beli lg ye..haha..
love to hang out with u
hmm..so many places that we wanted to go
kbmall is the most wajib place
eventhough, there is nothing there..
no GSC TGV..haha
next plan is tesco..
go to full the tank with kenny rogers roaster and play with the little fish at fish spa
hmm...not forgotten facial n hair saloon

haha..we need to get fully enjoy during this holidays before each everyone of us return to their own places..

accident!!!

omg!!!what a poor girl..ish3

jtuh tangga rr...
it really hurt me..
worry,worry n worry...

my sis`s wedding

finally,the day comes..my sis n her husband were safely got married on 7 june 09..the colour of the wedding are red and white..this combination was really matched to each other..thanks to
hisyam and family
yuni n ida
jelon and family..
for ur coming...hik3

busy+tired+bored

due to my sis`s wedding,everything is not under control..haha..everyone is busy with the preparation.include me..uhh

lately up to 12pm..

currently, my bedtime is around 2-3am..don`t know why this happen..seems like i don`t feel sleepy. my eyes stay freshy till the time comes..every single day, my lappy is on and the internet broadband 24hours online..huhu..

true friendship begins

last night was a very special night to me. my friend`s friend, Firdaus and I made our night awesome. we had made the friendship became something alive till i found that it hard to find this kind of friendship.Maybe that`s what we call, true friendship. how do i know him? well actually, beginning of this year, my former friend, Nik Aliff asked me to meet at Billion. and that day he brought together with him was a friend to accompany him. that was Firdaus. so,there i started to know him and till now we become closer and closer. we texted each other in every single day. but just sometimes when he`s not busy with his studies. because this year,he`ll be sitting stpm..i wish him the best of luck.
hmm back to our night, we recalled back how did we know and he mentioned the person who responsible to this that is, Nik Aliff..yes,he`s the only one who introduced Firdaus to me..and vice versa..because of him, me and Firdaus now are friend. so, i made suggestion that lets text him and saying thank you so much for what he had done to us. he agreed and he added to make similar short message and send to Nik Aliff..haha..make him surprise..
here is the sample of message
salam,thx for be the one who introduced Firdaus to me..(mine)
salam, thx for be the one who introduced As to me..(him)
haha..and yup,our sangkaan was true..just for a few seconds, he replied to me..
hah?whats wrong with u both...
me and Firdaus just LOL...we did it!!..end up with this, thx for being my friends..

1st date after 6months

we met at mcD kbmall around 12 pm...i really miss him and that day, we talked a lots of things, any topic that came across our mind..haha, he`s not change at all, still the same. he wore orange t-shirt and i like usual, brown one..

when i was at the parking space, i texted him ask where is he now..he replied by saying that he`s in front of ogawa...oh ok then...i entered the entrance and straight away to the location..haha..then i saw a guy was sitting on the long chair near the counter y bulat tu..kah3...its him..wah, still the same..he was reading the newspaper..and i smiled to him.we were sitting and facing each other..hehe really happy at the moment..we toured the mall,walking and looking at surrounding..and we ported to get rest at mcD..having launch...basically,about 3 hours we met that day and it was enough to show our loves respectively...that we were really missing..just imagine 6months without meeting, just contact through messaging and calling..to him,i would like to say..a bunch of thanks for everything..

slowly to love ...

My gift to you is my love
Given from deep within my heart
It is the best I have to offer
And its yours until this earth we depart

You have captured a part of me
A part so very fragile that I am in fear
For it is my heart I have lost
To you my love, the one I hold most dear

I chose to love you now
With all that I have and all that I am
And I pray that God follows us
To guide our steps as we cross this land

For it is with His blessings
We will live most at peace with each other
For He is the reason after all
We found one another ........ I Love You!

final result!!!

at last, the final result was launched yesterday but i didn`t able to access the server because maybe the line was too busy at that time...yea rr..rmai glerr y nk check..stucked!..so,this morning, i checked it..hmm not really satisfied rr..mnurun!!!haha..i only got 3.11 for this sem...waaaaa

it hurts me

late night...his sms had hurt me and made me sad all day...i thought that i wouldn`t contact with him anymore but i can`t do that...so...now,i am sms`ing with him...

here are the messages between me and him

abg:jom kua ptg esk,minum2..
as:esk??xleh rr..nk balk pp
abg:ish,ala jom r
as:xleh r..xtau sempat ke x ptg esk ni
abg:wateva laa..byk tol alasan..nk ajk jmpe pum ssh..da mcm vip da
as:(after read it)-terlopong for awhile..xde mood da..just texted nitez
abg:yup

END...

yesterday, he texted me and said sorry for what he did..i said nevermind..already forgot(btl ker?)haha..

happy mother`s day

haha..sorry mom for the late gift...huhu...nah, special for u my mom..i love u so much..

Mother the biggest gift of Allah to us
Mother the candle burn herself to light our life
Mother the other name of kindness
Mother who hold us nine month and suffer
Mother who feed us from her blood and milk
Mother stays sleepless all the nights holding us
Mother teach us how to walk and talk
Mother guides us and secures us
Mother loves us from start to end
Mother is mother no one can take her place
mother to me is ABOVE ALL

with lots and lots of love-adik noor

im back again!!

this morning at 5am..im back to my hometown..huhu...home sweet home..yabedabedu..missing lots of thing here...my syg...huhu...

homestay at kuala medang...

to end our foundation of tesl..we had an awesome programme that was homestay at kuala medang, kuala lipis pahang...the journey from kuantan to there was taken about 7-8hours...huhu..we were welcomed from them with paluang kompang,bunga mangga and sort of things..me together with my partner, atie were chosen to be ank angkat kpd tok penghulu kuala serau..kuala serau is the kampung y sgt2 ulu skali..haha..no line coverage but that place was really awesome..lalala.

miss this blog so much!!

arghh,long time of not posting blog here..a lot of things i missed..some i already forgot and some i still remember...huhu...ok,to start with what i remember,

APRIL
on 26th-i had a teaching programme for primary school at kuantan...the purpose of teaching is to promote the usage of English among pupils..

next,that night,i went home..on 28th-dlah`s birthday.i misses that date and late to wish her..sorry darling!on 30th-got maktab`s interview at kuala terengganu..ok..end all the activities in april..

MAY
start with 3rd-got spa8`s interview at klinik tendong. on 5th & 6th-hangout at kbmall,alone..huhu..that night, back to campus..7th-hangout with wawa and qila at megamall and ecm..next day-continue with lepaking..searching for the stuffs..on 8th-got tesl farewall dinner at vistana..10th-last paper for listening..11th-muet speaking...and..MERDEKAA!!!!

half merdeka

yabedabedu...one paper left..that is on 10april...lots of time to study...before tue, lets enjoy...lalala..megamall n ecm are the second home for me...money money money...

mUNSYi test

woke up early in the morning at 7am...but found that the bathrooms were fulled with law students..so need to wait for them..that was the reason why i was late..till pak busu naek angin...huhu..sorry..we,the munsyi candidates have the interview at matrix gambang...while the medsi candidates at sekolah indera...after the medsi, we were rushed to matrix gambang..pak busu was drifted all the ways till we, the passengers kecut perut..haha..well done pak busu..we were safely arrived before the time..thx..i had a chance to meet ali there..my former friend who studied there..he also a munsyi candidate..we chatted for a while..introduced him to my friends...

radio drama

at last..after having challenges and other obstacles...we managed to finish our radio drama...

kiss the rain

currently i`ve been addicted to instrumental music such as piano, saxsofone, violin and any slow music...i don`t now, lately my soul is like going to romantic feeling and by the way i am a romantic person but actually i am not like this before..every night, i need to listen to these kinds of music so that i can sleep well. in addition, i`ve set my ringtones too. i really love the piano`s instrumental KISS THE RAIN...and it is one of the twilight soundtracks.

why does it always rain on me by travis:

I cant sleep tonight
Everybody saying everythings alright
Still I cant close my eyes
Im seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I cant avoid the lightning
I cant stand myself
Im being held up by invisible men
Still life on a shelf when
I got my mind on something else
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I cant avoid the lightning
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
Its so cold
I cant sleep tonight
Everybody saying everythings alright
Still I cant close my eyes
Im seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights
Sunny days
Where have you gone?
I get the strangest feeling you belong
Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?
Why does it always rain on me?
Even when the sun is shining
I cant avoid the lightning
Oh, where did the blue skies go?
And why is it raining so?
Its so cold
Why does it always rain on me?
Why does it always rain...

the day comes

finally,here comes the day of performing final drama..we were the first group that presented this morning..

lost temper to them

hehe...sorry guys...i didn`t mean it..juz i cant control my emotion anymore..and that was happened...i lost my temper.....

finaL dRama-a diamond pomegranate

ok..now im at padang lalang..doing rehearsal for final drama,im here since this morning..without bath(just one, in the morning)..feeling so uncomfortable...quite smelly..haha..

ENOUGH!!!

ok,now i totally pissed-off with people surrounding me...

today, i really really can`t stand on it anymore..after this, what is going to happen, just let it be..i dont care..

persuasive speech-single is better than couple-

at last...it comes to final speech..the last speech that i delivered in this foundation...TESL...PROUD!!!..haha..because after this, i do not know where im gonna to pursue my study...which faculty where i belong soon....uhhh..so back to this speech, at first i thought that i wanted to give a speech entitled ORGAN DONATION but then a day before the real speech, i found that wawan also is gonna to do it..he has the same topic with me...so, i need to change it..because for sure, he do not want to change it..well, i know him...lelaki kan!!..uhhh..but never mind, i already have a spare topic..which is BEING SINGLE IS BETTER THAN BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP...haha..what a nice topic kan??so, i brainstormed the points that prove that single is better than couple..haha...

here i have five reasons why being single is an awesome. firstly, you can take time to find the right woman/man. one of our reasons for staying single is that you can afford to wait for your true soulmate. remember that, if you are in a relationship now, it does not mean that you`ll end up with marriage and it also does not guarantee that your gf/bf now is going to be your future husband and wife. it is because we are still young, just 18 or maybe same of us are 19..we even do not know what might comes/happens in the future.
second point is freedom. when you are single, the world is your oyster. you can pick up and go anywhere you want, do anything you want, anytime you want. you are absolutely free to hang up with your buddies and find plenty of time for your personal interest and hobbies. best of all, you have the luxury of being all by yourself, if you feel like it.
third, you can have friends. being single everyone and enyone is your best friend. there is no jelousy. but if you are in a relationship now, for sure you can`t hang out with your different gender of friends. your gf/bf might get jelous and both you will get into a fight. but being single, it is no big deal. there is no fight waiting for you.
fourth is nobody gets hurt. very few relationships end in marriage.
as a single person, the biggest heart break you`ll experience is frustration. i am not deny that during relationship, there are peace and love.but once broken ( not as consider sold) but it might tend to ridiculous way. commonly a suiside case is very related to this.
lastly, you have money. dating has its price. you pay for evrything, hands down. once you get serious, the guy might start buying you dinner. this seems nice until you realize that have gotten so serious that you have just spent nearly about Rm1000 for him/her in just a month. being single allows you to keep all the money you earn.
so, the most important is there is no coupling in islam.

for single person out there, there is nothing to be ashamed off.not everyone is built to be in a relationship, and other people are not ready.

hmmm,basically this was my persuasive speech..lebih kurang la...

weekend in shah alam..

just now at 8.35pm...arrived at sec 17 bus station...my sis took me and we dropped at night market first because she said that she didn`t cook..so,ok fine..tapau je laa...after that, we straight away went home..im so tired..about 5hours in the bus..the seat was not so comfortable and ive got backache..then, the next day, my bro came. at that time, my sis went to work...he just came to repair something..at night, we went to watch movie 12 ROUNDS, casting by john cena. the wrestler..summary of this movie is Detective Danny Fisher discovers his girlfriend has been kidnapped by a ex-con tied to Baxter's past....hmm and he'll have to successfully complete 12 challenges in order to secure her safe release...this movie was so interesting till my sis got impressed by the actor...hahah...eventhought her fiancee was beside her..hahah...at the end, was some humours...well, it was nice lah....the cinema only contained a few people...maybe around ten jew...because everybody is focus on fast amd furious now...i need to watch it too....GSC waittt here i come..hahah..after JJ, we went supper at a restaurant..eat eat and eat...back home...sunday morning, my sis didn`t work..so we hang out since morning...haha...went to puchong, meru, SACC and last location was terminal bus....waaaa, im going back to campus....hmmm overal, i miss s.alam...and kuantan is sucks...